I married my Bully

My name is Scarlett Louise Stevens I'm 17 years old and I live with my parents and siblings, Joey who is 18 and Lucy who is 12.

I hate my life so much, I get bullied by Joey's best friend Michael who is super popular cause he is a member of the Jacksons and everyone loves him. In reality he's a total jerk and bullies me for God knows what reason but Joey joins in and at home he's all nice and says sorry.

On top of Michael being a jerk I have no friends so I'm the school loner and geek which is only because I have no friends which means no social life so I may as well spend my free time studying, I tried my best to fit in but no one will accept me for me. I'm not into all the girly things I'm into Batman and other comics but I'm a geek.

I'm tallish, last time I checked 5ft 7 and very skinny which the doctors are very concerned about, I have long brown hair which is dyed and blue eyes which mostly have the smokey eye effect make up and half my hair clipped up with a skull bow clip.

My parents don't know about my darkest secret,  no one does except me obviously but I've attempted suicide loads of times. I tried to take these strong tablets but my mom caught me and freaked out but I made out I had a headache and thought they was the right tablet. I've tried hanging but the rope snapped so now I just cut and hope I will eventually go too deep one day but so far I haven't succeed.

I wake up and I go and have a shower and get dressed in the usual, Batman tee, jeans and converse with wristbands to cover the cuts. I go and eat breakfast and then the words I hate eventually came,

"You three go and get your bags we will be leaving soon" Dad smiles walking into the kitchen

I slowly take forever to finish the last of my breakfast but Mom just takes the plate from me and sends me to get my bag and get in the car. I sit in the car and put my earphones in hoping something would happen so we would be late or not be able to get to school, but as usual God also hates me and never let's anything come true for me. As soon as we arrived I go to my locker and as I close the door and turn around Michael is stood there and pushes the books out of my hands

"opps" he smirks, I picked them up and went to walk off but he pulls me back "did I say you could leave?" I kept quiet so he gets right up in my face as Joey arrives

"hey Mike" he smiles

"hey, your little brat of a sister isn't answering me"

"oi Scarlett answer him you douche"

"no you didn't" I said quietly

"then why did you walk off?"

"I'm sorry"

Joey starts laughing and Michael just slaps me to which everyone saw and laughs along with Joey who is now laughing 10x harder

"you should of done it harder" He laughs, I got such a lovely brother not

"we still got all day" Michael laughs as they walked off

I run to the bathroom and look in the mirror, luckily there's no hand mark. I fix my hair and 2 girls walked in talking but stopped as soon as they saw me and gave me a look of disgust, nothing new there. I walk out and went to my first lesson which is maths, great this means having to sit by Michael.  I sit in my seat and I start on the work then Michael arrives

'don't worry you can make it through the lesson' I mentally tell myself.

"you can do it" Michael says casually and hands me his sheet, I filled out mine and his then I carried on with the next sheet. "lunch time you better be at the old bike sheds" he warns just before the lesson was over and punched my arm then walked out.