I married my Bully

Monday beating again...more like Monday not so beating

I went to the place and waited,  I haven't seen Michael since Saturday night which was horrible cause now he knows about my eating. He's normally waiting for me in the mornings to start but wasn't and he wasn't in maths either. I was going to leave the old bike sheds but he turns up, I stand up saving him the job of pulling me up but he don't do anything.

"it's Monday beating day as you like to call it" I say as he keeps staring at me

"oh yeah....um...right" he punched my arm and it didn't hurt one bit, what is wrong with him? "sit down" he demands so I sat back down and he sits and looking at me

"what the hell was all of that Saturday night?"

"what was what?"

"the whole me having to help Joey force feed you"

"it's nothing"

"you're putting stress on Joey he was really pissed off with you that night especially when you was in the bathroom and then didn't move your desk from the door"

"well that's up to him to be pissed off" I snap

"so what's the reason for it?"

"there isn't one and if there was I wouldn't tell you"

"there is a reason"

"ok there is but I'm not telling you or anyone"

"why!" he snaps

"because your list of things with me is pretty long and I ain't adding more to it so you can make my life even more hell"

"you better tell me or I will tell Joey"

"Joey knows the reason"

"he wouldn't tell me it and said there isn't any as far as he is aware"

"he's the only person who knows cause he and you caused it!" I scream at him.

"me?" he asks surprised

"last year going on about my weight when I wasn't even big to begin with and don't try and act surprised, just beat me cause it might actually kill me and with a father like yours I believe it will happen one day all you gotta do Michael is pick the day you wanna do it" I smiled when I said actually kill me at the thought of finally dying. I realised that I smiled and he is bound to of noticed so I quickly get up and run off.