Internal affairs

chapter 9 - wakeing up

"Mr. Laurens wait! Hes wakeing up"

John looked over at Alex, his face still expressionless.

Alex smiled "hey hot stuff u look good" (sarcasm)

John ignored his comment and looked at Eliza. "I'll be back."

Eliza nodded and looked at Alex. "You idiot."

Eliza was never rude to Alex, yet alone anyone. But as of right now she was so done with everyone's bullshit. Eliza may be a precious bean, but when needed she'll kill you.

Alex closed his eyes again. "I miss it. you know? When everything was simple. When i was happy."

"John isn't making you happy?" Eliza looked at him with concern.

"He is i love him

"Then what's wrong Alex?"

"Me im whats wrong" "i self sabatoge when plp get close"

"It's okay Alex, john forgave you." She sighed, "you should have seen him when he saw everything. He looks broken, really depressed right now. He can't express himself if he wanted to. He was too depressed to even cry. No one knows what's going on in his head, what he's thinking, or how he feels." She sighed. "We're really worried about him."

"No" alex starts crying

"What?" Eliza looked at him confused

"Hes not allowed to be sad"

She sighed, "he's been sad for all of his life, Alex. Ever since he was a child." John had only told the Schuyler's about his rough past.

Alex starts getting up

"With his mother, and his father and when he was diagnosed with depression and social anxiety at age nine." Her eyes widened, "fuck. I wasn't supposed to say that. Uhm...." she looked really awkward.

Alex looked really shocked and the machines started beeping and alex started shakeing

"What the fuck did I do?!!" She panicked.

"ALEX!" She ran out of the room to get a nurse. The nurse came and helped Alex, the monitors were healthy. And Alex stopped shaking.

"Oh thank god. Are you alright Alex? What happened?" Eliza looked concerned the nurse left the room.