"Alex! You need help. You aren't fine! Please!! Let me help you! I can't see you like this it hurts me too much!" He cried.
"Dont cry pls im ok " alex pleaded
"You see im ok " alex stood up cringeing in pain as he stood there a sharp pain in his side made him fall
"Bullshit Alex! Why won't you let me help you? I'm showing how much I care about you and all you do is push me away!"
"Theres nothing you can do I DONT WANT TO BE PITIED!! I want to be normal like nothing ever happened like i never got shot. Like i never hurt you..."
"You aren't being pitied Alex god dammit! I just care about you! I'm sorry I love you so much god." He scoffed.
"Im sorry"
He sighed, "I just don't understand you sometimes."
"Imm sorry.."
He sighed, "I just don't understand you sometimes."
"Imm sorry.."
"It's fine."
Im sorry im a shitty boyfriend. Im sorry i broke your heart. Im sorry im depressed. Im sorry i push you out . Im sorry i say sorry so much. Im sorry push you out. Im sorry im cheated. Im sorry i proposed. Im sorry i screwed your life up. Im sorrry im so insensitive. Im sorry peggy hates me . Im sorry im so helpless. And im sorry i got into this mess
John frowned, "hey, don't be sorry. I love you alright? You aren't a shitty boyfriend."
"Yes I am i cheated on you!"
"Darling, I forgave you it's alright. I understand your intentions weren't bad, alright?"
"Ok" alex drifted off to sleep
John kissed his forehead and smiled "I love you."
"I love you to " he mumbled
"Thank god." He chuckled
*in the morning *
" heyy handsome did you stay here all night"
"Of course I did." He blushed at the nickname.
"Aww u didnt have to"
"I know I didn't have to. I did because I love you."
" when am i ever going to make it up to you"alex dramaticly moaned
"It's okay, Alex I love you. You don't have to do anything."
Alex laughed
"As long as you love me."
I will forever "
"Good." He smiled and kissed him.
"Your the best"
"I know." He smirked.
Omg alex laughed
"When are you able to leave the hospital?" He asked.
Tomorrow
"Yay!" John giggled.
"You just want to get me out of this bed " alex teased
"No! I wanna be able to do... stuff." He blushed.
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Internal affairs
Historical Fictionjohn and alex are liveing large in collage but what happens when john finds alex cheated..
