One life, one moment [JOSH DUN X READER]

4

*The day after/your day off*

I closed the front door to my apartment and walked in, I'd had been to the store to buy ice cream since i decided to just have a lazy day today.

I got changed into my pyjamas and took my makeup off.

I sat down in my bed with my laptop, my ice cream and 2 blankets and got comfortable.

~ Timeskip ~

After have been watching about 5 episodes of (your favorite Netflix show), I saw "X-files" popped up in my recommendations (I know X-files isn't on Netflix, well at least in my country, but play along for the story.) 

I then remembered how i used to binge-watch X-files with Josh. The thought of Josh and Tyler made me mad and sad at the same time, after all they left me here.

After about 5 minutes of thinking about the boys, i decided to throw out the empty ice cream container and grab a glass of water.

I stood of a little bit in the kitchen, taking in the surrondings and atomsphere of my little apartment. Was this where I wanted to be or should i be doing something else with my life, just leave and never look back? (shoutout to those who also have these thoughts sometimes.)

I was pulled out of my thoughts by the sound of my phone making a loud "ding" from my bedroom. 

I decided to go check what it was just in case that it was a text from my family or something, but instead it was a Instagram notification from.. Josh..

I still stayed updated on Tyler and Joshs lives to help me remember all the happy memories and how they made my life so much better back then.

I went on Instagram and clicked on Joshs profile and, before the photos had loaded, tapped on the newest photo. Then the photo loaded and I felt a tiny bit of my heart break off.

It was a photo of Josh and a girl kissing. My eyes flickered to the caption.

Best girlfriend ever! Love you Debby babe x

My crush has a girlfriend.. Wait, Josh is not my crush. I don't like Josh, I couldn't like Josh.. he doesn't even remember me.. I swear i got over my crush on him even he left.

WHY IS THIS AFFECTING ME SO MUCH?

I looked back up at the photo and felt.. jealousy?

She was so much prettier than me and she made Josh happy.

I turned off my phone and threw it on the floor and flopped onto my bed. I have to stop waiting around for them because they are not coming back!

Josh has a girlfriend.. and it's not me.

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A/N:
Sorry for not updating, im sleeping my vacation away  tbh