Here I am, standing close to you
And it's still so far away,
So many times, I tried to say,
But my heart was afraid
Look at you is all that I can do,
Like a silly girl, I stare
'Coz you might leave me when I reveal,
What my heart is really feeling
If I could just say the words,
All the secrets in my heart and in my soul you'll hear,
Will you take me in your arms or let me go,
Our lovely days will they just fade like whispers in the wind?
If I could just say the words,
All the secrets in my heart and in my soul you'll hear,
Can't you see the love I hide slip through my eyes,
This silly girl so scared she just can't say "I Love you."
I guess isa sa mga big lessons na natutunan ko sa buhay is never to invest too much emotion on one thing. Kasi if you do, you would end up hurting yourself more.
I fell in love. It's like magic. Ito ata yung tinatawag nila na "first love"? He's everything i wanted in a man. He has those charms, sense of humor, romantic, smart, sweet, spontaneous etc. But with one fatal flaw...
He wasn't in love with me.
I was too young to notice and too dumb to care. Ito ata talaga ang nagagawa ng love? Pero ang pinaka masakit, ay first time mo na nga main-love ng todo, first heartbreak pa ang katapat. Hindi ako naniniwala sa kasabihang, "First love never dies." Siguro nga, it doesn't die, may feelings at feelings pa rin. Pero someday i know, may bagong darating at ipproved na mali yan.
Pero paano kung iba pala ang plano ng tadhana sa'min? Pwede kayang ang one sided love na 'to ay maging mutual na?
BINABASA MO ANG
Glad You Came (My one-sided love)
RomanceAno nga ba talagang meron sa first love? Totoo ba na first love never dies? Eh paano kung hindi ka naman niya mahal? One-sided lang ang lahat? Hanggang kailan ka maghihintay? Hanggang kailan ka aasa? O susuko ka na? Katulad ka rin kaya ni Sab? Hmmm.
