Glad You Came (My one-sided love)

Chapter 30 - Unexplainable feeling

 A/n: Naisip ko lang na bagay yung kanta na yan. SOBRA! Hahahaha. Play it. :) 

"I hope you realize that there is someone who always notice you from back."

"Hello passengers. This is the pre-boarding announcement for flight 86A bound for Toronto, Canada. We are now inviting those passengers with small children, and any passengers requiring special assistance, to begin boarding at this time. Please have your boarding pass and identification ready. Regular boarding will begin in approximately ten minutes time. Thank you."

I'm leaving everything behind. I'm leaving him and those memories. Another new life is about to begin. Another new life without him. Masakit pa rin isipin yung, a life WITHOUT him. Napaka fresh pa sa isip at puso ko yung mga nangyare. After running away that night, hindi pa rin nawawala yung pain. Alam ko bata pa ako, kami, sa mga ganyan bagay.. Pero wala namang pinipiling edad yung love at pain di ba?

Naalala ko yung sinabi ni ate sa'kin last time na.. May mga taong sa puso lang natin pwede manatili pero hindi sa mga buhay natin. And the truth just hurts like that. Nung gabing yun, i wanted to run and run away. I wanted to escape the painful truth of life. Hindi ko alam kung sino malalapitan at makakapitan ko. I don't know whom can i run to. Pero sa kabilang banda, i wanted to be alone.

I can hear footsteps following my path. Alam ko, siya yun. Pero nagtago ako. I saw him. Hinahanap niya ako. I was just looking at his pretty face. Those eyes that made me fall for him more harder. Those hands na i wanted to hold for so long. Biglang nagflashback lahat. Yung araw na nakilala ko siya, the first time i knew i love him, that first heartbreak, everything. I knew from that very moment, it was time to let him go.

Wala akong choice, siya lang naisip ko na makakaintindi sa'kin sa panahon na ito. I asked him kung pwede niya akong ihatid sa may sakayan. Pero he insisted na ihatid nako hanggang sa bahay. It's 4 'o clock in the morning. And i don't know what to do.

He stopped the car malapit sa may park ng village namin. I looked at him with anong-problema look. I was just curious why did we stopped.

"Sige na. Iiyak mo na."

"H-ha?"

"Cry everything today. And promise me na you will never cry for the same reason, same person tomorrow."

I smiled while saying, "Wala na akong mailalabas no! Hahahahahaha."

"Talaga?"

"Oo naman no! Nailabas ko na lahat kanina hahahahahahaha!"

Nagulat ako nung bigla niya akong niyakap. And i just felt those tears coming out again.

"Crying doesn't mean your weak. Crying means letting go of those painful memories with the acceptance of the painful truth."

"R-RD..."

"Shhhhhhh. Everything's going to be fine. He's not worth your tears. Promise mo sa'kin na this is the last time na iiyak ka para sa kanya. Promise me na sa susunod na magkita tayo, if ever na makita man kitang umiiyak, promise me na it's because of happiness. Please wag mong iparamdam sa'kin na hindi worth it yung pagsuko ko sayo."

"P-promise."

"Good. Andito na lang ako lagi para sa'yo. Kahit bilang kaibigan mo lang. I'll always be here."

"Thank you RD. Hmm, oonga pala aalis nako. I asked my mom kanina if pwedeng paagahin yung flight."

"H-ha? So kailan na?"

"Bukas..."

"Bukas?!?!?!"

"Oo.. Tsaka kailangan ko na din naman talaga pumunta dun. Aasikasuhin ko pa yung school ko dun eh. Lucky you, ikaw unang nakaalam. Hahaha"