Thinking

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Here i am.

On my roof.

Thinking.

Thinking.

My eyes have seen no sleep.

They're red. And they're tired of doing the same thing.

Blinking.

Blinking.

I saw that man jump from his roof when i was six.

The sound of his body hitting the floor,

was the sound of my drum when i hit it with a stick.

Oh mother, your son is sick.

My drink was finished.

I walked back to my chair,

but the crates were empty.

My thirst had come back.

I cursed.

I screamed fuck you to myself.

The thoughts had returned.

I climbed the edge of my roof,

and looked down.

That man who jumped when i was six was still there.

I knew i had to join him. He was lonely.

And so i jumped,

before i hit the ground,

I knew what would happen to my family.

They would cry.

They would cry some more.

Then they would stay up late,

thinking.

Thinking.

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