~Alex's POV~
An irritated sigh left my lips once I realized the mood was completely killed by Matt. The room reeked of the sexual frustration that had clearly been put on hold. Making up my mind to go down stairs instead of pout until the pizza came was more difficult to decide then how much it should have been.
Only the mystical unicorn knows why but as I was walking- I repeat WALKING- down the stairs I some how managed to skip a step. I sent myself tumbling down and onto my buns. I heard laughing and I already knew Matt was doubled over laughing at my clumsiness in the next room. I felt the vibrations of heavy steps and looked up the stupid stairs in time to see a beautiful Jack coming fast with a worried expression.
"Are you alright Lex?"
"Yeah, I'm good."
I gladly took the hand offered to me. There has always been something about being helped by a crush, boyfriend, and or girlfriend that gives you the feels. If you have ever liked someone you know what I mean, it starts in your stomach then you feel it run up to your chest, making it hard yo breath, then you feel all flustered and silently beg yourself not to say something dumb.
I don't have much of a premise with emotions..my father taught me from a young age that a man has no business 'feeling' things- aside from the company of a woman's body. I often wondered whether or not that had been the reason for my fathers hate towards me, I didn't want the company of a woman's touch. I wanted to feel the gentle roughness of a mans hand, caressesing my body-willing it to tell all of its deepest darkest secrets.
I-no matter how normal, quiet, or okay I seem, am not. I'm not..even now, I'm not telling anyone anything wilingly.
I'd never speak of such things out loud.
Not when people like my father were out there, with fists raised and buzz going strong. No. Definitely not aloud.
I began to get what was my third headache since I first laid eyes on Jack, the one question the seemed to scratch the floor inside my mind with terrible claws.
Why Jack...and why now?
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Your Just A Day Dream Away (On Hold)
FanfictionAlex Gaskarth is abused both mentally and physically on a daily basis. He has trust issues and doesn't let people in all that easy. But when a rambunctious young Jack comes into view with his own share of problems, what'll happen?
