Chapter 3

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I woke up on Thursday and got dressed.

It was cold in New York today so I dressed warm

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It was cold in New York today so I dressed warm. Then I got notifications that someone texted me

2 new text(s) from Jacob☺️💜

Jacob☺️💜- hey Ellie good morning 😊
Me- hey Jacob good morning to yourself 😊😂
Jacob☺️💜- I miss New York already
Me- why Virginia is so much warmer
Jacob☺️💜- I miss u 😌☺️
Me- oh...😊 I miss your dorky face as well
Jacob☺️💜- haha i gtg but I'll ttyl 😂☺️
Me- c ya 😂

When he texted that he missed me butterfly's started to fly around in my stomach. I smiled at the text and ran downstairs. "Ooo someone's happy how's lover boy" Mia said making me blush. "Ooo who's lover boy" my mom said wiggling her eyebrows. I started to blush. "His name is Jacob and we're just friends" I said smiling at the ground. They started to laugh. "Come on sis come eat some breakfast" Mia said getting a plate for me. I sat down at island with my mom as she set the plate in front of me with eggs and bacon on it. When I was finished eating I went outside and started to walk. Flashes of memories of the last two days flashed through me. Jacob kissing me, Jacob taking me to the water park, and Jacob texting me. I took out my phone and started to text him.

Me- Jacob I think I love you 😔💜
Read: 11:56 am

I regret sending that he left me on read. What did I just do.
I decided to ignore it and just keep walking. I walked to the park and sat down I sat at this huge tree for about an hour till I got a text from Jacob.

Jacob☺️💜- wait what!?
Me- 😔 I think I love you
Jacob☺️💜- you do? I love you too
Me- wait really!? 💜
Jacob☺️💜- yeah I love you
Me- I love you too
Jacob☺️💜- good
Me- what does that make us
Jacob☺️💜- friends
Me- I thought we love each other
Jacob☺️💜- we do but I'm not good at long distance things.
Me- I can't help that 💔
Jacob☺️💜- I know you can't but I can't torture myself being able to hug and kiss you
Me- Jacob
Jacob☺️💜- I'm sorry 😐
Read 3:45 pm

Did he just reject me. Ughh I decided to change his contact name
Jacob💔🔫 then he texted me again.

Jacob💔🔫- Ellie please answer it's not that I don't love you I didn't reject you it's just we both need someone we can hug and show affection to.
Me- we could skype and text
Jacob💔🔫- Skype? Skype you don't know anything about love do you
Me- what
Jacob💔🔫- you think Skype is gonna help a relationship really Elieghanna. NO ITS NOT!!!!
Me- Jacob why are you typing in caps
Jacob💔🔫- because your so oblivious to love ok you act like you know how to do things if you've never even HAD AN ACTUAL RELATIONSHIP HOW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO HAVE A LONG DISTANCE ONE
me- you know what text me when your ready to apologize cause your being ridiculous. My heart hurt so bad. It was like trying to breath without air. Why did he go off like that. I thought he loved me but obviously. I was right love is ridiculous and fake.

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