Elieghanna has never experienced love she tries so hard to feel what other people explain love as but she just can't feel it that is until Jacob Sartorius comes in and plays with her emotions.
I woke up in a room that wasn't familiar to me. I sat up and saw Jacob. I sighed of relief. I looked at him closely while he slept. How could he love me. I have major depressive disorder. I have anger issues. I have bipolar disorder. I have so many problems yet he still cares about me. I don't understand. I'm not perfect I'm completely flawed. I drown my sorrow and anger in Twentyøne Piløts. I sighed and laid back down. I cuddled into Jacobs chest and fell asleep again.
An hour later I woke up. Of course Jacob was still sleeping. I decided to check his Instagram. Shit. The Tøp fandom started beef. Jacobs my boyfriend. Tøp is my escape. Ughh I don't know which side to be on. I'm not going to even get involved. I already have enough drama in my life. I decided I was going to get Jacob up myself. I kissed his cheek. He moved around a bit but didn't wake up. I kissed him passionately. He kissed back and woke up. "Good morning" I smiled. "Good morning baby" he kissed my cheek. He got up and started to get dressed so I walked into bathroom and put on my Bluetooth speakers. I put on Tøp music because I still love them. I put on Car radio cause that's one of my favorite songs by them. I stared to sing/scream along. When I was done I saw Jacob put basketball shorts and a t-shirt on the sink for me. I put them on and walked out. "Nice screaming" he laughed. "Oh shut up" I laughed. "So Ellie what do you wanna do today" he asked. "Hmmm I don't know what do you wanna do" I asked. "Wanna go to a party. Marks having one" Jacob asked. "Sure" I said smiling. I looked at the time and it was 5:00 pm. What the hell we slept in long." I'm going to go get ready" I said pecking his lips before leaving." Ok meet me at Marks" Jacob said kissing my cheek. I ran out of his house and over to mine. When I got to my room Mia was just on her phone. "Sup" I said before running into the bathroom. "Hey" she said not looking up from her phone. I smiled and rolled my eyes turning the water on. When it was the right tempature I got into the shower. When I was done I got dressed.
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When I was done I ran to get my penny board and I was riding my way down to Marks. When I got their their was a lot of people from our neighborhood here. "Jacob" I shouted over the music. I saw him chilling with Mark near his friends. I decided to sneak up behind him and cover his eyes. "Ahaha ha the guessing game, right" he laughed. "Hmmm... let's see Amy" he said. "Wait what who da fuck is Amy" I said mad. "Haha I knew that would work" he said kissing me. I blushed and sat in his lap. "Aww bro Mark check her ass out" one of their friends said pointing to a girl dancing. "God damn that ass be fat" Mark laughed. "What about you Jake" his friend asked. He looked at me and I gave him a warning look. "I don't look at anyone else's ass but Ellie" he said looking at me. I nodded at him and he sighed in relief. I kissed him and he kissed back. When we parted there was a string of saliva disconnecting our lips. I smiled at him and huddled into his chest. Let's say I had an amazing time at the party with him.
