(Emily up above)
*7 months later*
Me and Jacob haven't talked since we broke up. He tried to talk to me but I left him on read. He visits his mom and dad sometimes and I see him then but we don't talk. Him and Emily made their relationship public and now she has fame a hot boyfriend and money. Mostly every barbies dream.
I wish Jacob never cheated on me but I'm not going to go crawling back to him.
It was hard telling Hayden but he understood after his screaming tantrum and Mia she helped me when I cried or when I screamed at everyone looking at me. She's the best sister anyone could ever ask for.
I was sitting on my bed looking out the window watching Emily and Jacob shoot basketballs.
She was so beautiful no wonder Jacob broke my heart. I watched him wrap his arms around her and kiss her. Suddenly I felt sick. I ran to the bathroom and threw up. Maybe I shouldn't watch them anymore.
I started to cry and Mia came in.
She saw me and she also saw Jacob and Emily.
I think she finally snapped.
"ELIEGHANNA YOU CANT SIT IN THIS FUCKING ROOM AND CRY YOURSELF TO SLEEP ALL DAY OKAY YEAH HE HURT YOU YEAH HE CHEATED AND YEAH HE MOVED ON WITH HIS LIFE BUT WHY CANT YOU... WHY CANT YOU GET UP OFF YOUR ASS AND GO OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS WHY CANT YOU MOVE ON HES NOT WITH YOU ANYMORE HES WITH HER AND THERES NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT" she screamed at me.
"I DONT KNIW WHY MIA OKAY I JUST THREW UP NOW STOP AND GET THE HELL OUT OF MY ROOM" I screamed back.
The truth was I really didn't know why I couldn't move on. I looked up and saw the window wide open and probably the whole neighborhood could hear us but most importantly Emily and Jacob heard.
I looked outside and Jacob gave me a sympathetic look.
"FUCK OFF!!!!" I screamed at him and Emily.
I started crying after that. I slammed the window shut and I closed my curtains.
He didn't miss me he was in love with her and I couldn't let go. Maybe I should just die and I'll forget. No one would miss me anyways.
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Yay I made it longer also this is the longest book I've ever made so round of applause for me 🙂❤️
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Why can't I feel /// Jacob Sartorius
Teen FictionElieghanna has never experienced love she tries so hard to feel what other people explain love as but she just can't feel it that is until Jacob Sartorius comes in and plays with her emotions.
