Elieghanna has never experienced love she tries so hard to feel what other people explain love as but she just can't feel it that is until Jacob Sartorius comes in and plays with her emotions.
It's been two days since me and Jacob fought and honestly I don't know why I miss him so much. He was a complete jerk to me and I want him back. I've been depressed because he hasn't apologized and he hasn't texted me. I went on twitter trying to get my mind off of it but he posted a new tweet.
Fucked @lunablaise hard last night (He's hacked) What the hell. He said he loved me and then he goes and had sex at the age of 14. I wanna cry so bad right now. I tried not to but I ended up balling my eyes out. Then Jacob posted on Instagram.
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Guys I'm hacked on twitter so don't believe anything the hacker tweets
Then he texted me.
Jacob💔🔫- Ellie I'm sorry ok I just I'm scared we'll fall in love with other people if we're so far apart Me- Jacob I don't know my feelings ok it seems impossible for me to feel but I care about you and I always have Jacob💔🔫- I wanna try this ok I wanna try a long distance thing Me- ok 😊
I honestly don't know what my feelings are for Jacob. Love seems impossible to feel. I want him to show me what love is but he hurt me he yelled at me basically telling me I don't know anything. I know he apologized but I don't want a relationship like that.
"Elieghanna come downstairs please" my mom yelled up to me. I ran down the steps. "What is it" I asked. "Sweetie we're moving" she said sadly. "What where!!?" I said angry. "Virginia" she said looking at the ground. "Where in Virginia" I asked. "Herdon" she replied. I smiled. "Ok, when do we leave". "Tomorrow morning so get packed we're packing up the uhaul. I ran upstairs and packed everything but my bed and dresser. I looked at the time and it was 8:23 and I felt tired and plus we have to get up extra early for tomorrow so I went to bed. I can't wait to see Jacob
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So this chapter was shot but I'll try my hardest to make the next one longer.
