TomTord (instagram rp)

Tord-

Tord felt every bit of his hear shatter. He went wide eyed and just stayed quiet. His heart rate slowed down, but he was in tears. He didnt know how to feel anymore. "Y-you can go Matt. Don't worry... The doctors will take care of me..." He croaked out before trying to pull the pillow over his head to stiffle his cries. Every single bit of him hurt. He was scared. Tord knew he should have said something, but he panicked and though he'd fight this through until the next visit to the clinic. But that failed. Now here he was. Feeling like he had lost his hold on the world. "... Jeg beklager så mye... Tom..." He managed out as he eventually cried himself to a light sleep. It hurt. He wanted to tell the blue hoodie wearing male how he felt. But he couldn't. Everything felt like it was falling away. And his only hold on life. Was seeing tom, holding him close.