one spring day. + soonchan

letter #8

Dear Soonyoung,

I'm sorry if this letter reaches you a little later than May 26. I have an explanation.

I'm moving.

I got a scholarship at Pledis College, where you live. They scouted me.

Well, actually I sent an e-mail to them with my contacts as well as a dance video since I wanted to major dance , as you probably know.

Anyways, how's life? I must have struck you really hard with everything above. Sorry about that. I didn't really think of your feelings ㅠㅠ

My year has been great! Even better now that I found out I'll be moving to where you live. I'm really happy; I'll get to see you more often now! Even more since you major in dance too right? Ah~ so great ㅋㅋ

Also, I have contacted all pf your friends. They are aware of who I am and are kinda like my "spies", who keep an eye on you for me. (This has happened since you started senior highschool, sorry ㅠㅠㅋㅋ)

I've been told you've been feeling more down than ever. Ten years hurt, right? I'm hurting too, so don't feel like you're alone. You aren't.

You're actually quite lucky. You have so many friends who'd stick by your side no matter what. I mean, Louie and Jeonghan are practically your moms! Having three doting mothers must be bliss, considering how they usually cook for you ㅋㅋ

It's not that I don't have any! They're just as busy as I am, working for scholarships in colleges and stuff. They were really happy for me when they found out I got accepted in Pledis College. Maybe I can debut with you guys? ㅋㅋ

Also, how was your project with Minghao-hyung and Jun-hyung? I hope you got high scores, or else! Just kidding~ I wouldn't hurt you, even if I could ㅋㅋ

I listened to the song you guys danced to since Jihoon-hyung sent me a copy while you guys were practicing in the library room. Actually, he sent me a video. You looked so serious!

Jam Jam was it? I really liked it. Especially the choreography. I wanna dance to it when I finally move to my new dorm.

By the way, I'll be moving to the dancer's dorm, where Minghao-hyung and Jun-hyung are staying now. I heard Yugyeom was my roommate ever since Jungkook moved out (though he wasn't a dancer), so I had to ask Minghao-hyung and Seokmin-hyung to tell Yugyeom not to tell you, since I didn't want you to worry or anything.

I know how much you worry about everything. Seungkwan-hyung always finds ripped up paper from letters you didn't intend on sending, and they were usually the same thing:

"Where is your letter?"

I understand why though. And I'm sorry.

I reread your letters everyday, night after night of me laughing at your letters from 9 years ago, amd seeing how much we've both changed.

Remember this letter? Your reaction to the first letter I sent you?

Dear Chan,