DREAMCATCHER

DREAMCATCHER 10

Still in flashback…

Lepas dr hari tu, Eddie tiada cari sya. Blk lg mcm sebelum ni. Mcm kami xpernah ada hubungan lain selain student /lecturer. Sya msg dgn Jasper mcm biasa. Sya berusaha lupa semua tu. Tp xdapat. Otk sya always plotting revenge. Sampai la sya tau sya pregnant. Masa exam lg tu. Sya spotting for 2 weeks straight. Mau bilang period ndak juga sbb brownish color of discharged. Sya pg clinic, kena bikin UPT, and I'm pregnant. Ptt la lately nafsu mkn sya membuak2. Cpt annoyed lg tu. Sikit ja org ckp terus marah merajuk. Gaduh2 lg sma Jasper, sbb bnda2 kecil ja. Nsib Jasper pndai pujuk. Habis ja paper, sya terus pg office Eddie. Dia ndak terkejut pun nampak sya. I'm going to give him One last chance. Last.

E: miss me already?

D: fuck you!

E: I'm all yours baby.. Hehe

D: shut it Eddie. Listen.. Sya pregnant.

E: so?

D: so??? Apa sya mau buat?

E: apa kaitan sama sya? Crla bf ko.

D: this is your baby.

E: so?

Biar betul ni org. Sya terduduk atas sofa.

D: please Ed. Cmna ni? Sya takut. Apa sya mau buat?

E: i will be responsible.

D:Really?

E: of course. I told you i love you.

Lega sikit sya. Sorry Jasper . Terpaksa la break ni. Sedih juga sbb dia mmg baik kan.

E: ko berenti study ka differ ka dulu. Lepas baby tu lahir baru sambung. Live with me. I will take care of you.

D: you mean marry you bha kan.

E: no no no. No need to get married.

Keluar lg senyuman dia yg bikin skt hati tu. Yg creepy.

D: mksd ko jd ko punya perempuan simpanan?

E: that's what you are all this time baby.

PAAP!!

Sya tampar Eddie. Tp dia ketawa.

E: klu ko ndak mau, ko suruh la bf ko jd escape goat. Ko ckp ja anak dia bha. Mesti si gemuk tu suda rasa ko kan? Hahahaha!!

Sya naik tgn lg mau tampar Eddie, tp ni kali dia tahan tgn sya, baru dia tampar sya blk.

E: sya sggp jaga ko pttnya ko bersyukur la aa. Sya xkan ceraikan bini sya untuk slut mcm ko.

D: i am not a slut! You raped me!

E: hahaha! You came everytime and you say i raped you? You are so Hypocrite. You were asking for it. Kalau ndak, ko ndakkan ikut sya masuk kereta at the 1st place.

Kurang ajar punya lelaki. But why can't i deny it? Sya marah smpi tgn sya menggigil tp sya xdpt balas blk apa yg Eddie ckp. Otk sya plotting mcm2 suda skrg. Sya nampak cutter atas meja, sya imagine tikam dia berkali2, and tikam diri sya sndr. No no.. Sya ptt tolak dia keluar dr tingkap tu, lepas tu ikut terjun sama2. No no. Biar sma2 mati. Sya betul2 wish dia mati skrg. Tp Eddie mendekat sma sya. Softly… realy soft. Dia belai rambut sya. Tp dlm kelembutan tu, sya terbayang blk semua yg dia buat sma sya. I can't breathe in this room.

E: be with me baby. I will take care of you. Ko tau ka, you are so beautiful, specially when you were writhing under me.

Org tua pervert. I can't believe this. Selama ni sya bercinta dgn org bgni. Cmna sya blh terjebak ni?Sya tolak Eddie lepas tu sya lari keluar dr situ. Sepanjang masa sya pikir apa mau buat.  Cmna sya mau hidup dgn baby ni. Cmna maw bgtau mamy sma nenek sya. Mcm2 sya fikir smpi exam pun separuh2 hati ja sya buat. Sya namau jd pelepas nafsu Eddie. Mcm apa ja nnt hidup sya kalau kena pukul2. Sya namau. And then, sya teringat Jasper. Lepas ja exam abis, sya bawa Jasper pg cuti2. Honestly, mmg sya maw bikin dia escape goat mcm yg Eddie cadang. Sya teruk ? Mmg pun. Tp sya xtaw mau fikir apa suda skrg. Tp before kami jln tu, sya anonymously hantar surat dgn pihak University. Sya bgtau yg Prof Edward molested students dia. Biar dia kena pecat.