DREAMCATCHER

DREAMCATCHER 19

Pardon my typo. Sya sleepy gila.. Nnt sya kasi edit aa..

JASPER

Berkali2 suda Diana dtg tgk Steve main band. Berkali2 juga sya berkampung di office tgk dia dr tingkap ja. Tiada kekuatan sya mau jumpa Diana face to face. Sedangkan tgk dr jauh ni pun sya rasa mcm mau pg peluk dia. Kalau depan2 takut sya xblh kawal diri. Steve suda warned sya awal2. Kan bagus kalau Steve jahat, blh juga sya rampas balik Diana. Masalahnya he's a good guy. Even better than me. And she deserves someone as good as him. Lepas Steve bgtau diorang dating tu, sya tiba2 rasa knowing her past was nothing, compared to losing her and watching her embracing other guy, right in front of me. Masa tengok dia ketawa dgn Steve, sya ter-flashback memory kami sama2. Dari college, sampai 5 years ago. 2 kali sya kasi lepas Diana begitu seja. Saya terlampau ego sampai sya biar dia slipped through my fingers, begitu seja. Panas mata sya. Mau menangis pun tiada guna. Tp mcm dulu juga, asal apa2 ja berkait sama Diana, mmg senang ja airmata sya jatuh. Hilang kejantanan ni. Tp ni kali sya menangis sbb kebodohan sya sendiri. Sya tgk atas meja kerja sya, ada gambar sya sma Sharon. Kalau sya kahwin sma Sharon, mungkin sya blh get over Diana? Build a family. Orang bilang kalau ada anak sama2 , feeling tu lg mendalam. So I made a plan. Lusa Sharon balik dr Thailand, her parents keep asking about marriage, i might as well marry her. She loves me, that's what matter.

And that's what i do. Lepas diorang blk dr Thailand, kami dinner ramai2. And I ask for her hand in front of her parents. Sharon was crying, her mommy was crying seeing her daughter cried. Daddy dia hug sya lepas tu tepuk2 bahu sya, sbb dia bangga sya melutut melamar anak dia. After that, the dinner resumed, and all are excited . Tp mgpa sya rasa kosong?Mgpa sya rasa ndak thrill langsung? I just shake the feeling though. And malam ni, Sharon dtg pg bistro, bawa kwn2 dia lg. Dia xsuka tempat begini. Too crowded and noisy dia bilang. Tapi dia dtg juga sebab dia excited mau kasi tunjuk sya sma kawan2 dia. So i played along. Sharon kasi kenal kwn2 dia. Ada 3 orang semuanya. 2 org bff dia dr uni and 1 lg bff dia di office. And she is very familiar. Sekali dia introduce, baru sya igt tu perempuan. Bestfriend Diana yg panggil dia slut dulu. Sharon introduce her as Lissa. Sya ndak ingat full name dia, biarpun Diana pernah mention her a few times. Dia ndak recognized sya langsung. Yala. Banding sya skrg sma sya yg gendut dulu, mmg org ndak sangka ni. Diana pun blh x kenal.

Sya ndak tapuk siapa sya. Sya terus introduced diri sya, specifically to Lissa. Blk skt hati sya nampak dia.

J: hi.. Sya rasa sya kenal ko. I think we go to the same uni.

T: really? Ramai bha org kenal sya di uni. Sya jarang2 igt org. But did i really missed a handsome guy like you? Ruginyaaaa…

Dia jeling Sharon sambil senyum. Mcm sya mau kurik ja biji mata dia kasi keluar. Sharon was giggling, ntah apa yg lucu.

J: well, maybe because sya berubah suda. But if you can recall my name. JASPER NILAN. Sya gendut bha dulu. And people used to call me Jay.

Sya nampak berubah sikit muka dia. Tp lepas tu dia senyum, tp senyuman dia ndak gedik mcm td suda.

T: Jay. Diana's Jay ? That Jay?

Sya silik muka Sharon. Muka dia pun tiba2 kencang. Well, dia memang tau pasal Diana. Sya mmg open up habis suda sama dia pasal past relationship sya.

J: glad you remember.

T: i prefer to forget, but sya belum hilang ingatan lg, so yeah. Hi.

Gara2 tu semua jadi awkward. Sharon jd moody sbb dgr Diana kena mention. Lissa diam2 dgn muka marah. Yg 2 org tu ja, Rose dgn Amber, yg try mau ubah tu mood. Tp ndak berjaya. Until band start main. Diorang ooohh aaahhhh puji2 Steve, including Sharon dgn Lissa. Itu perkara biasa. Biarpun Sharon pernah jumpa Steve, tp ini 1st time dia namoak Steve menyanyi. Yg luar biasanya kalau ni 2 sumandak tau, siapa gf Steve. And like a cue, masa menyanyi, Steve angkat tgn sma sya, sya balas blk. And tiba2 dia turun dr stage, and peluk and kiss 1 perempuan. Shit! I didn't know she's here tonight. Dia duduk dekat stage pula ni hari. The crowd went wild, jd Steve kasi introduced her to the whole bistro. Betul2 dia mau bgtau satu dunia yg Diana dia yg punya kan skrg. Biarpun samar2, sya blh nampak Diana blushing, tp Steve bisik something sma dia, then Diana terkejut tgk meja kami. Sya pun terkejut. Sya tgk Lissa pun terkejut. Sharon msh ok lg sbb dia xpernah nampak gambar Diana. Tp Diana pg jln menuju ke table kami. What the?? Dia mau jumpa sya ka ni? Dupdapdupdap suda sya. Sekali tgk dia berenti depan Lissa, and diorang hugging. Sya? Dapat anggukan seja. Mcm dia ndak peduli pun sya di sana.