DREAMCATCHER

DREAMCATCHER 20

Dear my readers.. Enjoy.. Dengar yg lagu. Hehe..

STEVE

What has just happened? Tiba2 gaduh, tiba2 Diana lari. Apa sya buat? Sya berdiri mcm org buduh, Jasper depan sya pun bingung. Apa ndaknya, kereta dia kena curi depan mata bha. Sya blur tu one thing, Diana curi kereta Jasper is another thing. Punya random kan. Impulsive ni. Selama ni sya tgk dia proper seja, rupanya kalau marah blh tahan juga. Scary and crazy. And hot and sexy..i don't even know she can drive. Sya bertengok sama Jasper, then Keira dtg pg luar.

I: aduiii.. Sorry Steve… but we're really over suda td.

St: why? Kita cerita2 mcm biasa ja pun?

Sya garuk2 kepala suda. Betul2 sya bingung dgn apa yg jadi. Keira ketawa2 sambil geleng2 kepala dia.

I: I'm too used to have you, all for myself. Sampai sya pun lupa, ko ada gf suda. Tp ko niiii… goshhh.. Haha..

St: seriously keira.. What's so funny about this?

I: you are really just like a normal guy bha kan Steve. You are thoughtful most of the time. But at times like this, you are really clueless. Itu yg funny tu.

Apa bha ni. Sya fikir2 blk, ada ka apa2 yg saya slh buat? Atau slh cakap?

I: you better go and pujuk her. And tell her you're sorry.. Haha.. Awas la ko Steve.. Garang gf ko.. 😂 😂

St: well.. Atleast tell me what i did wrong so i know why i should apologize?

I: eeee.. Bikin geramnya!!

Lepas Keira cakap baru sya faham. Aiyaaaa.. Betul la kan. Mmg sya melampau buat begitu. I bet kalau dia dgn Jasper buat mcm apa sya buat, sya pun confirm marah. Aiyaaa… mgpa la sya buduh..

Sya bawa Jasper sma Keira pg rumah Diana. Reason? Sbb saya namau bg reason untuk Jasper jumpa Diana untuk ambik kereta dia. And Keira? Sya mau suruh Jasper hantar dia blk. Sbb sya mau pujuk gf sya. Dlm kereta, Keira blk2 ketawakan sya. Dia bilang sya plg tua tp plg kurang pengalaman. I admit. Kalau yg sya betul2 serious before Keira, 1 org ja. Itupun high school sweetheart. Yg lain semua fling. I did sleep with other women, here and there. Tp itu pun selalunya one night stand, or friends with benefit. Becka is out of list. We never loved each other anyway. So kiranya, Diana la my 1st serious gf in my adulthood, after stuck in one sided love with Keira for years. Bikin malu juga la kan. But hey… I'm saving my heart for someone else bha. Sya ndak easily bagi2 sma org.

Sampai luar rumah Diana, sya terus masuk. I have the keys kan. Selalu kan sya dtg sini sudah. I spend most of the time here banding dgn studio sya. Byk suda Jr artist blh buat tattoo tu di studio. Masa sya masuk rumah, Diana tiada di bawah, maybe dia naik tidur suda. It's almost dawn bha. Sya nampak kunci kereta Jasper atas meja di living room. So sya ambik, keluar bg tu kunci, lepas tu halau diorang 2 balik. Keira kasi sya 👍 sma good luck wish. I really need luck. Sya seriously ndak tau cmna mau pujuk2 org. Sma Keira lain lah.. Dia bukan gf sya. Kalau sya slh ckp pun, kalau dia marah, dia terus straight to the point. Tp kalau sma Diana ni, sya ndak tau apa yg dia fikir. Susah sya mau predict.

Mcm kalau masa kami cerita2, mula2 dia pandai ketawa2 or layan2 cerita, tp  dia pandai tiba2 diam baru tgk sya mcm sya ada buat salah. Mcm dia fikir benda lain. Kalau sya tnya, dia bilang tiada apa2 and go on mcm biasa. Kalau masa kami make out, sya selalu control diri saya sbb sya namau dia anggap sya ni couple sama dia untuk sex seja. God knows the effort i make to control myself. Diana kadang2 very into it sampai sya susah mau kawal diri, tp everytime sya mau go to the next base, dia tiba2 stiff tu. Mcm dia takut, belum ready, tp dia ndak berani ckp sma saya. Maybe dia takut sya kecewa, that's why dia xcakap, so i stopped myself. Sya ndak mau dia trauma. Hmm.. Ntah lah. She is one difficult woman. Let's try all i can to make this right.