DREAMCATCHER

DREAMCATCHER 24

DIANA

I can't stop smiling.. I am sooooo happy! Kalau sya igt2 balik mlm Steve proposed sya tu, sya goosebumps balik. Tu butterfly in my stomach pun ndak pandai mau settled. I'm literally, cringing with happiness. The feelings kan.. Suda la time bercakap2 sama Becka tu sya berabis kawal diri sya spya ndak tunjuk betul yg sya ndak suka dia. Dengan Nana Steve lg sana. All the family members lg. I was sooo tired on pretending, sampai sya rasa macam mau menangis suda. Emosi betul sya. Ndak tau mgpa. Tiba2 sya kena peluk, kena kiss lg. I miss his touch on my skin. So much, kalau sya ndak fikir yg ramai orang sekarang, ndak suda sya mau merajuk, sya tarik tu pg bilik masa tu juga. Ndak payah di bilik la. Sya suda aim2 tu fireplace di ruang tamu tu.. Kalau lah kami berdua seja. Damn! Napa libido sya ni. 😂 Sebelah tgn Steve peluk pinggang sya, sebelah lg peluk bahu sya. And after the kiss…

St: I'm sorry for being mad sayang. Thank you for being here today, safe and sound. You have no idea how much I love you, aren't you?  Marry me. Please? Please? Will you marry me?

Sya igt Steve berbisik, sbb tone suara dia betul2 bikin begegar jantung sya. Tp facial expressions and reaction orang depan sya ni proves yg Steve make sure semua org dengar dia punya proposal. So who am I to say no? And mind you, this is the first time, Steve says those three words. I was so touched, and happy sampai sya punya merajuk gara2 kena marah kemarin terus hilang. I'm getting married!!

Sya ndak sabar mau blk kampung bgtau mamy sma nenek, sekali tgk Steve call family sya bsknya juga, bgtau dia proposed sya. He even called his dad. Masa sya bercakap sma mamy, mamy cakap ndak payah la ikut adat mau jumpa ketua kampung semua, tp daddy Steve mau juga ikut adat. So masa sya msh di UK, suda diorang urus semua di kampung. Nana dgn Celia bawa sya pilih wedding rings, cari baju pengantin, kad kawin, wedding hall and all stuff untuk reception di UK nnt. Sya stay di sana almost two weeks,sepanjang masa tu sya kena bawa urus wedding preparation kami untuk di UK.

It's all happened so fast. Padahal in 5 months lg baru kami kawin tu. Siap ja passport and all, terus sya balik. 1 week after, Steve pun blk. And kami start suda prepare everything. Nasib sya kerja boutique pengantin, so part2 pre-wedding , dewan, baju and all senang ja mau urus. Murah lg. And Steve pindah keluar dr rumah sya. Sebab kami mau menjarakkan diri. 😂 haha!! We decided to wait. Biarpun kami mcm laki bini suda sebelum ni, tp kami mau special sikit. Simpan bil air lama2 org bilang. Jd nnt time membayar tu puas hati. 😂

4 months before the wedding…

Steve masih ambik hantar sya pg kerja. Sya msh juga pg tgk band dia main. Rasanya all of the preparations are done. Tinggal tunggu wedding dress dgn suits lg siap. And the most challenging part. Cr bridesmaid. I curse myself for not having many friends. 3 orang seja bha. 3 orang seja pun sya berkakai mencari. Mau suruh Talissa, dia pregnant. Tiba2 pregnant.😝 segan sya mau suruh. Huhu.. Dia suruh sya contact Mimie, tp sya segan. Mau 10 years lose contact, tiba2 minta jd bridesmaid. Malu sya. Colleagues sya pun ndak rapat . Mcm ndak patut ni mau suruh. Cousins sya pun ndak rapat. Last2 sya ckp dgn Steve bgs kawin daftar ja, ndak payah majlis2. Hilang kijap excitement sya.Last2 Steve yg carikan bridesmaid untuk sya. So it's Talissa, Keira and 1orang cousin sya dr sebelah daddy sya. Since maid of honor byk kerja, Keira yg take over dr Talissa. She can't be there all of the time. Nasib baik Tal ok juga jd bridesmaid biarpun dia bawa2 perut nnt tu. Sbb in 3 months time, dia masuk 6 bulan suda tu pregnant. And Keira… i can't thank her much. Menyesal sya benci2 dia dulu. Mau juga dia tlg sya bha. Penatnya tu. Suda la few months back, bestfriend dia yg si Shirley tu kawin. Mcm tiada rest la dia kan, terpaksa kasi cukup syarat kawin sya pula. Sya janji sya baik2 ja sama dia lepas ni. Yg penting, dia ndak kacau2, kambai2 Steve suka hati. 😝

2 months before the wedding….

Sya masak2 for my dinner with Steve. Biarpun kami ndak tinggal sama2 suda, tp kami masih juga breakfast, lunch, and dinner sama2 kalau ada masa. Tinggal tunggu dia balik ja. Dia dgn Jasper pg urus new branch bistro diorang kan, that's why he's a bit busy lately. Sya pg mandi lg, mau wangi2. Then masa mandi, sya dgr bell bunyi. Aik?? Steve ka tu? Mana kunci dia sampai tekan2 bell? Sya laju2 pakai shorts dgn singlet ja, baru lari pg luar mau buka gate. Tp tengah2 lawn sya stop. Bukan Steve. I don't know who he is, but he's cute. Lelaki tu pakai shades, rambut kemas, pakai shirt sma jeans and sneakers. Ehemmm.. Cutenya. My type ni. Oh my libido. 😂 cepat2 la kawin tau. 😂. Tu lelaki buka shades dia, baru dia main mata sama sya. Aik? Jgn bha.. Sya suka ni tgk muka ko. Jgn main2 mata sana. Baru sya mau tanya siapa, tiba2 kereta Steve dtg. Dia berdiri sebelah lelaki tu sambil diorang bro hug segala, baru Steve introduced kami. Sekali rupanya bf Keira pula ni. Steve bawa dia masuk, sya pula pg tukar proper clothing. Masa makan tu mcm2 dia tanya2 sya. Sya wonder mgpa Keira pilih Jerry. Kuat flirting bha. Or maybe it's just his nature bha. Kuat puji perempuan. Sweet talker. Steve balik2 suruh dia diam. 😂