DREAMCATCHER

DREAMCATCHER 15

I am really new in posting my work in wattpad. Takan tu bintang2 sma feel free to comment aaa. And dengar tu lagu. Bikin Feeling2 . Hehe..

DIANA

Final session kaunseling sya dgn Aurora, final, baru dia tnya psl sya punya suicide attempt. Itu pun dia xtnya sebab sya buat tu. Dia tnya apa yg sya rasa masa sya slit my wrist. Perasaan sya time tu. Sya rewind blk. Hati sya sgt sakit. Minda sya sgt penat. Sampai badan sya rasa numb. Sya start dgn right wrist, sya rasa mcm ndak sakit. Tp a few seconds after sya slit my left wrist, masa sya nampak darah sya mengalir banyak , knowing i can't undo what i have done, sya rasa sgt sakit. Semua sakit sya bergabung, sampai sya rasa betul2 give up suda masa tu. Sya tutup mata, dgr ja bunyi air mengalir, bau darah sya, sma bunyi nafas sya yg sangkut2 suda. When suddenly pintu bathroom sya kena buka. Actually sya nampak Jasper masuk masa tu. Tp sya betul2 lemah suda. Sya dgr suara Jasper ja panggil2 sya before sya black out. Not everyone is lucky. Betul ckp Aurora. I've given too many chances suda. Kena tggl olh lelaki is not the end of the world. Org telampau puja cinta, sampai jd buduh sbb cinta. Mcm sya la. So after sya say goodbye dgn Aurora, kami decide untuk stay as friends. And apparently, my last session is her last day here. She's moving to Singapore, sbb dpt better offer. Kami  tukar2 email seja kalau contact.

5 YEARS LATER

Sya wakil butik pg wedding fair di Suria Sabah, bawa brochure2 sya sma fail2 di tgn. Sya punya Uber tggu di depan rumah suda. Senang bha skrg ni, xpyh mahal2 naik teksi. Sampai ja di suria, sya ampai tu brg2, suruh staff2 promoter tu start kerja, before sya naik atas mau pg Starbucks. I need my coffee so bad. Mcm ndak berfungsi badan sya without my caffeine booster. Sekali sya turun, teda suda tu budak2 promoter, booth kami kena tggl kosong. Astagaaaa.. Tp booth2 lain pun kosong juga. Sana crowded dkt stage dekat entrance tu. Sya dgr2 ada org menyanyi2.. Hmmm.. Ni budak2 aaa.. Biarla.. Awal juga msh xramai org. Kasi can dulu diorang happy2.. Sya set up deluan tu baju2 sma mannequin. Susun2 brochure. Ada juga staff yg umuran sya tlg2, tp ndak brpa rapat la. Sbb sya jarang2 juga di butik. Selau keluar2 cr idea sma ikut boss pg meeting. Crta2 kosong ja kami. Lepas siap tu sya kasi lurus2 sikit blkg sya, penat bha. Tiba2 sya dgr bunyi gitar plucking. Sedap betul sya dgr. Sya pg la tgk, berhimpit2 sma tu crowd. Ngam2 sya sampai depan stage, tu org menyanyi. Suara dia ndak la sedap sgt, serak2 rock punya style. Biasala. Tp feeling dia masa menyanyi tu yg captivate sya. Tutup2 mata lg dia menyanyi. Feeling betul. And tu lyric……

🎵🎵

Turn down the lights
Turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me
Tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize
Don't patronize me

'Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something that it won't
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't

I'll close my eyes, then I won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holding me
Morning will come and I'll do what's right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight

'Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't

🎵🎵

Terkena betul feeling tu lagu sma sya. Sya ndak dpt halang air mata sya mengalir. It's been a while sya igt Jasper. Org lain sibuk dgr ni lelaki menyanyi, sya pula stuck in my own memories. Lepas dia punya last strum tu, baru dia buka mata, ndak tau cmna sya blh tertengok mata dia. Dia pun ngam2 tgk mata sya. Mungkin sbb sya berdiri betul2 dekat sma stage, and d center pula tu, tp sya mcm nampak a hint of tears at the brim of his eyes. Tp dia kedip mata dia jd hilang tu air mata xsempat jatuh. Sya pun laju2 kasi lap pipi sya, baru sya pusing blk pg booth kami.