Rejection <SoonHoon>

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i cut my thumb really bad and i have no bandaids or anything atm so idk if ill be writing for a bit, just depends on how bad the pain gets. rn its a 7/10 so its getting painful

jeonghan placed his head into his hands, frustration and confusion making his head pound, and seungcheol sat next to him, rubbing comforting circles on the olders. jeonghan sighed heavily, causing seungcheol to frown, and jeonghan lifted his head while staring at the other.

seungcheol pulled the older into a hug, and jeonghan melted into the olders arms. seungcheol pressed his lips cautiously against eonghans head, and the blonde smiled, squeezing his shoulders.

jisoo decided at that moment to walk in, and announce that they were going out, including soonyoung after much persuasion. refusing to miss the opportunity to be out of the dorm, and see soonyoung out of the house hopefully back to normal again, the to boys separated and followed the brunette back to the living room.

soon all thirteen boys were ready to go, and they split into groups of three, seeing as they liked staying in smaller groups, because it wasnt as crowded.

"jeonghan? do you want to organize?" the blonde nodded and after a few moments he started to group everyone up, hoping no one would argue.

"seungcheol, myself, and joshua will be together" jisoo smiled, walk ing over to the two males, pleased to be with the parents of the group. he knew the two would be flirting throughout the day but he was one of the few members who could handle it.

"seungkwan, vernon and dokyeom" hansol nodded as did seokmin but seungkwan couldn't care less, although deep down he was pleased he was with hansol.

"mingyu, wonwoo and dino go together." chan let out a loud sigh, stuck with the meanie group was going to be the worst, but he decided against requesting a group change. the two were quite obviously into each other, yet they also seemed to hate each other, which gave the members and the fans mixed feelings.

"that leaves minghao, junhui, soonyoung and jihoon." soonyoungs eyes widened as he heard jihoons name, but he swallowed his complaints and awkwardly stood by minghao and junhui. junhui glanced at soonyoung, confused as to why the dark haired male seemed to be on edge and nudged minghao who just shrugged.

jihoon wandered over to the group, giving the three an awkward smile and he noticed wonwoo was glaring at him, causing the blondes smile to drop. wonwoo was trying to get jeonghan to shift the groups around but the male refused, saying that everything was fine the way it was.

after a few more failed attempts, wonwoo finally gave up and the group went their separate ways. jeaonghans group decided to go visit some of the more popular side of seoul, while hansols group went towards the quieter section. wonwoo led his group to a quiet snack bar where they picked up some light snacks and a few compliments.

jihoon strayed behind his group, not sure how to jump into the current conversation. the three boys were discussing choreography ideas for their new song and jihoon wasnt part of performance unit so he stayed quiet. while he was lost in his own world he didnt notice the boys in front of him stop, and he ran right into soonyoungs back.

the blondes face immediately turned red, and he spewed out a thousand apologies, his eyes focused on his shoes. soonyoung muttered something and brushed off what had happened before he turned back to the others, picking up where they left off.

when the cross light turned green, jihoon grabbed soonyoungs wrist and forced the boy to stay put, gathering his thoughts before he tried to speak. "hoshi listen-" the dark haired male scoffed before he tore his wrist from the shorters grasp, trying to ignore the fact that his heart was running a marathon in his chest.

jihoon sighed before he started after the boy, his tiny legs barely keeping up with soonyoungs fast pace. "hoshi" again the older ignored him, quickening his pace so he could reach the others faster. jihoon bit his lip before grabbing soonyoungs wrist again, pulling him to a stop.

"what?!" jihoon froze up , hed never heard that tone of voice come out of the cheerful male and it almost scared him. "i- um- i just- uh- well-" soonyoung rolled his eyes at the boyd stutter, while he was cooing and blushing internally, before he pulled his wrist out of his grasp.

"just stop woozi" with that soonyoung ran up to the other two males who finally noticed that they were father behind, and were patiently waiting for them to catch up. jihoons eyes fell to the ground and he slowly walked up to the group again, cursing himself for stuttering instead of saying what he wanted to say.

jihoon hated himself for making soonyoung hate him, yet soonyoung hated himself because he couldnt hate jihoon. he couldnt let go of the younger no matter how much he wanted to, and his heart ached everytime he ignored him.

he wanted to talk to the blonde, he wanted to smile at him and tell him that everything was okay. he wanted everything to go back to how they were a month before when they were sharing food and singing osts together.

more than anything, soonyoung wanted jihoon. he wanted to hold him in his arms, kiss his forehead or face or lips, he wanted to tell him he loved him. he wanted to hold the youngers hand, he wanted to cuddle with him while they watched movies and he wanted to call the boy his own.

but he couldnt have him, and that hurt worse than anything the dark haired boy had ever felt.