Rejection <SoonHoon>

『9』

this just keeps getting worse everytime i edit it wth

jihoon was listening to soonyoung as he tried to get the moves down, but he was having great difficulty matching the others. minghao started to assist him after noticing him struggle, but it still wasnt helping.

after another 5 minutes of minghao trying to explain and the blonde huffing in frustration because of his confusion soonyoung sighed in irritation. "its not that hard woozi, weve learned harder!"

jihoon flinched at how harsh the olders voice was and his eyes fell to the ground, biting his lip. "im sorry" the blonde looked upwards as soonyoung walked over to him, rolling his eyes in exasperation.

jihoon still failed to get the moves right, and soonyoung snapped again. "why are you always so dam difficult woozi?!" the other members had stopped practicing and turned their attention to the two males in the center of the room. wonwoo walked up to soonyoung and placed his hand on his shoulder but the brunette shoved it off. "no"

"you couldnt even actually reject me!" jihoon bit his lip, guilt building up inside him as the other members looked between each other confused. "you never even came home that night, and the day i decided to come out of my room you disappeared!"

wonwoo shot the younger a glare, jeonghan telling him to knock it off, but jihoon didn't notice, too focused on the older in front of him. "its bad enough i even fell for you at all, why cant we at least be friends again?! i dont want to loose one of my friends"

jihoons throat was dry and the dark haired boy in front of him was crying, causing jihoons eyes to water. soonyoung waited a few moments in front of the shorter before he scoffed and rubbed his eyes. "im going home"

soonyoung turned around and started to head to the door but stopped when jihoons raspy voice echoed through the quiet room. "soonyoung…"

the boy froze, surprised that he called him by his official name, but he refused to turn around. he heard jihoon take a few steps forward and the blonde bit his lip before he began to speak.

"soonyoung im sorry. im sorry i didnt say anything. im sorry i pushed you and your feelings aside. im sorry for avoiding you since youve come back. im sorry that i hurt you"

tears were falling from the youngers eyes, and jisoo had to hold jeonghan back to keep him from trying to comfort jihoon. wonwoo stood next to mingyu and sighed, holding the others hand as they listened to what jihoon was saying.

"but im scared soonyoung. im scared  of the staffs reactions. im scared of the members reactions. im scared of carats reactions. im scared of my familys reactions. but im also scared of loosing you."

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jihoon wiped his eyes and took another step forward, breathing heavily.

"i know ive been going about this all wrong but ive been so scared of what will happen afterwards. im sorry soonyoung. please tell me i still have a chance"

chan bit his lip as he watched soonyoung shift, partially turning to look at the younger. seungkwan and seokmin rubbed the tears from their eyes and jeonghan smiled at the two boys.

the dark haired boy tried to process everything the shorter boy just announced to him, in front of everyone and soonyoung smiled. fully turning around the black haired boy noticed his position. jihoon had his head down and his arms laying limply by his side.

the older rushed forwards and wrapped his arms around jihoon, who immediately hugged him back, smiling through the many tears he was fighting. "you didnt loose me ji"

jihoon choked out a sob as he tightened his grip on soonyoungs shoulders and closed his eyes, pressing his face into the olders chest.

the rest of the members had started to leave, and only wonwoo and mingyu had remained, but soon enough they bowed to the two who didnt notice, and walked out into the cold. soonyoung heard a soft giggle come from jihoon and his heart fluttered.

he had a silly grin on his face as he pulled away from the blonde, and he sighed in content, lacing their fingers together. jihoon looked up at him, his eyes still watery but his smile strong, and he swung their hands gently.

"lets go home woozi" the dark haired boy walked towards the door, the younger following behind him, wiping his eyes from time to time. soonyoungs heart was beating faster than ever and his cheeks were dusted pink, but he stepped out into the cold next and pulled jihoon up next to him, wrapping his arm around the blondes shoulders to keep him warm.

i love boyfriends dont you

look at my boy being a cutie pie (ft this wrecker cheollie)