Rejection <SoonHoon>

『11』

jihoon woke up again, but this time the sun was peeking through the curtains in the main room, so he knew he at least slept long enough. he glanced down at soonyoung, who was still sleeping and smiled, taking a few moments to admire him.

soonyoungs hair was a tangled mess, but it still framed his face perfectly, making him just as attractive. his face was slightly puffy, and both his cheeks and nose were tinted pink, giving his face less definition, but simultaneously making him look like a marshmallow or a hamster (i could just picture this and cry)

"its not nice to stare" jihoon was snapped out of his thoughts when soonyoungs thick (wel) voice echoed through his ears. the blondes face turned red as more inappropriate thoughts drifted to the front of his mind.

his voice was so deep and caused shivers to trail down jihoons spine, and the younger couldnt help but imagine a few 18+ scenarios, causing his face to turn even redder than it already was.

soonyoung smiled softly, sitting upwards and resting his hand softly on the youngers warm face. "cutie" jihoon almost, almost moaned at the way soonyoungs voice sounded in his ear, but instead he bit his lip and started to stand up.

soonyoung sighed as he started to wake up, quickly mumbling and apology to the younger as he stood up. the blonde quickly dismissed it, and pulled the older up, his face more of a pale pink than a deep red now. "hungry?" soonyoung hummed in response, and jihoon nodded, walking into the kitchen to find something he was capable of making.

normally jeonghan or mingyu would cook for the group, yet jeonghan seemed to be out and mingyu had mentioned last night that he wasnt feeling too well. while some members; chan, seungcheol, jisoo, junhui and minghao to be exact preferred jeonghans cooking, the rest preferred mingyus.

ten minutes later the two were standing in the kitchen, quietly eating the eggs and bacon jihoon made, and soonyoung nodded in approval. "im putting in my vote for you as the new house cook" jihoon laughed shaking his head and he shoved another forkful of eggs into his mouth.

soonyoung set his plate in the sink, saying how he would make chan do the dishes later and jihoon rolled his eyes, setting his down as well. the two made their way to the main room, and jihoon frowned when he checked the time. he would have to wait for the others to wake uo before he could do anything, so he turned on his own anime of choice and sat next to soonyoung.

jeonghan and seungcheol were the first two awake, their fingers were intertwined and jihoon gave them a smirk, causing the brunette to wink and jeonghan to blush. chan appeared not long after them, looking as sleepy as ever and he groaned as soonyoung told him to clean the dishes.

hansol and seungkwan came next, plopping onto the floor righr in front of soonyoung and jihoon, and seungkwan rested his head against the others shoulder. seokmin sat next to seungkwan and patted the space next to him for chan.

junhui and minghao bowed as they entered, stealing on of the chairs, minghao sitting on junhuis lap and jihoon smiled at the two, glad they were okay once again. wonwoo came out with a sick mingyu, trying to convince the other to go back to sleep, but he insisted.

jisoo was the last one out, and he arrived almost an hour after everyone else, but the members were too focused on the anime to notice. the skinny male shot jihoon a smile and the blonde sighed, standing up and pausing the show. seungkwan started to protest but hansol smacked his hand over his lips before he could get one word out.

"soonyoung," jihoons voice was shaky but he cleared his throat befoee continuing. soonyoungs heart started pounding as he watched the younger, and his cheeks were painted pink at the mention of his name again.

"ive already apologized for what happened between us, but i have one last thing to say" the older nodded slowly, his throat dry as he watched the blonde play with his fingers. he had the urge to grab his hand, so he did just that.

jihoon smiled down at their hands, and sighed before he continued, looking at soonyoung the entire time.

(this is really long js)

"i love your laugh, the way you clap your hands when you get excited, and how big your smile gets. i love the way your nose scrunches up when you see something you dont like, or the way you cringe when you eat icecream, even the way you react to the spicy foods you still eat. i love the way your eyes sparkle in admiration when you talk about shinee and the way your eyes water when you talk about your parents. i love that you always stop by my studio on your way home after practice, even if its just a small smile or a quick wave. i love how focused you get when your practicing the choreography and how determined you are on stage. i love the way you brush your hair out of your face when you get nervous and your face turns a light pink when you get awkward. i love youe loud, funny, bubbly, and adorable personality, and that after all these years youre still the same. i love you and everything about you soonyoung."

soonyoung was crying, biting his lips as he smiled and sweezed jihoons hands. the blonde looked down at him and smiled, taking a few small steps closer to him.

"and i want to know. will you be my boyfriend?" soonyoung giggled, nodding quickly as he stood up, pulling the shorter boy into his arms and giving him a tight hug. jihoon sighed as he wrapped his arms around the tallers neck. soonyoung mumbled a quiet yes into the youngers hair, and the other boys in the room started cheering and clapping.

jihoon quickly pulled away from the hug, trailing his thumb under the olders eyes, wiping his tears away, even though more kept falling. soonyoung gave the blonde a small smile, and leaned forwards, pressing their foreheads together, the other boys in the room watching in admiration.

"i love you too jihoon"