The walking dead

I hate you

There was a knock on the bathroom door "Riley?" Lilly asked "I'm coming in" she said softly as she slowly opened the door she looked down at me on the floor "I herd what happened are you okay?"

"I'm fine" I sighed while looking at her as she sat down opposite me "I panicked" I said while shaking my head a little "I can't believe I panicked, iv never panicked" I said in disbelief but instead of butting in she let me speak "I couldn't get my gun and my knife wouldn't of helped me at all, but I panicked, he had already gone but I was stuck, I would of been eaten alive" I looked down at my shaking hands "yes he saved me but I'm still pissed off, iv never needed someone but at that moment I needed him and I didn't like that I needed that asshole and he was there and saved me but at the same time I wish he didn't come back to save me, I'm so stubborn I would prefer to be eaten alive then admit I need help or I'm in pain or I'm scared. Iv always been fine till that asshole come along, I never cry but I cried today and it's his fault but I can't be angry I don't know why, I want to be angry it's his fault I got stuck not mine, but I'm not angry" I huffed and punched my leg in frustration "I would rather be dead, I mean I tried to kill myself before this all happened so now I have the chance I can't.. The day I found you I had planed to kill myself but then I found you lot and suddenly I'm panicking crying getting scared needing someone"

"You'r blind but you'll work it out" she chuckled and helped me up

"What do you mean I'm blind? I can see fine and what will I work out?" I asked

"I can't tell you that you'll work it out" she smiled and started walking away and I followed

"Lilly wait" I say as she goes down stairs I make my way down ignoring the pain in my ankle "Lilly why did you say I'm blind?" I ask as I follow her "will you slow down my ankle hurts" I moan but she doesn't "Lilly!" I almost shout as we go into the room where everybody else is but I ignored them "Lilly what will I find out?" I ask again and everyone looks at us "I'm so confused tell me"

"I can't" she chuckled and turned round looking at me smiling "you'll work it out miss stubborn"

"Work what out" I moan in frustration

"You'll work it out" she laughed as I pouted

"Your so mean" I sighed and she just smiled even more "stop smiling like that it's scary" I huff as I sit down "your a big bully"

"And your a short ass" she said while walking out

"Hey I'm not that small!!" I shout

"Yes you are" everybody said making me jump a little

"Whatever I'm sleepy" I closed my eyes

"Go upstairs to sleep it's more comfy" Jodi said

"I'm to lazy" I moan

"Or it hurts when you walk" Jai (Jacob) said as I got into a little ball

"No" I said to fast

"Says the one who got carried back" he said I could tell he was right next to me

"Fine yes it hurts I'll be fine, go away" I herd him walk away as I slowly fell asleep

Some time in the morning-

I opened my eyes and right there was a walker.. I couldn't help but let out a scream of panic I herd more walkers in the house but nobody else.. I took out my knife and stabbed the one that was in my face what was close to biting me I was fast to climb out the window behind me but the bus was gone... They left me for dead, to be eaten alive

Anger took over me as I stabbed any zombie in sight then started running I didn't run for too long just I till the walkers where out of sight, my angle bruised but other then that it was fine I had gotten changed and had a shower last night before Lilly come and got me, I was wearing a fitted black tank top with ripped shorts and vans my hair was left to hang over my shoulders.. And of course it's starting to rain