The walking dead

Dont go north

"Riley you need to eat" John said as he pushed a sandwich towards me I just pushed it away "Riley I'm not joking" he said and pushed it back and I pushed it away again "you need to eat, if you don't eat you will get weak, your putting yourself in danger, your to skinny as it is, now eat!" He shouted at me making me flinch

"Shouting is not going to help" Jodi cut in "now leave me alone with Riley go to the end of the bus let me talk with her" she order and everyone walked away leaving me and Jodi, she sat down on the opposite side off the small table "Riley what's wrong? Why is this effecting you so much"

"She was the same age as my little brother" I said softly as I played with my fingers "she knew my brother, before she let go she said she would say hello to him, my little brother was attacked really bad, my big brother had to shoot him in the head kill him right I front off me, we had to spilt up after that and we was meant to meet up but" I took a deep breath and closed my eyes to stop myself from crying "we didn't, iv been looking for him, we made a promise that if we find each other and one of us is a walker, we have to shoot them in the head, it's the right thing to do, it just reminded me off that" I trailed off and she told me to go on knowing there was more to it then just that.. "That little girl knew what she was doing, she knew she was going to die, she gave her life for me, she didn't deserve to die, I could of saved her I could of done it, I should off like I should of saved my little brother, I tried and I failed" I brought my knees to my chest "before I went to get her, Jacob, he kissed me" I mumbled and I knew that she was smirking! "I'm just so confused about that then everything else that happened and it's just.. I don't know" I huffed and buried my face into my knees

"Riley look at me" she said softly and I slowly brought my head back up opening my eyes and looking at her, she was looking at me with a look iv only ever seen one other person give me, my mum, it was that motherly look they give there children.. I didn't like it

"Don't look at me like that" I snapped and she sighed

"Like what?" She asked still giving me that look "like a mother?"

"Yes" I snapped and stood up "your not my mother, you can't give me that look" she carried on giving me that fucking look "stop it! Your not my mother!" I shout and go to walk off the bus

"Riley you better not walk out that door" she said in her monthly voice I closed my eyes and I could see my mum doing the same thing to me tears fell down my cheeks "come back over here and sit down, we need to talk"

"You know" I said and turned round "when my mum last said 'we need to talk' bad shit happened, you are not my mother. You can not tell me what to do. You can't give me that look. You can't treat me like your child. My mother is dead, I don't need a knew one" I snapped and she looked a little hurt and before she could stop me I walked off the bus and started walking, it was night time, I had my gun, I had my knife, I'll be fine.

I ran off into the woods, I don't want to go back, I don't want to get attached to them it's only going to end up in me getting hurt! I'm tired of getting hurt, they can do whatever the fuck they want as long as they leave me out of it! I don't need anyone I survived a long time with out them I can do it again!!

I carried on walking along watching my step, listening for any sound, it was really silent the only sound I could hear was my breathing.. I took out both my knifes holding my in my hands getting ready for anything that come my way but, nothing.. This is now starting to scare- I mean creep me out a little. I don't get scared.

I saw an opening and slowly made my way towards it, I couldn't see much or hear anything so I just carried on walking till I found myself staring at a town, houses that means places or roofs to hide in or on, it means food and water. I didn't let my guard down this was still creeping me out, why is there no walkers, there's no type of life anywhere. Just me. I walked up to one of the house but I could hear things inside so decided to be safe I would get to the roof, if it's walkers then I'll kill them in the morning I need to rest but if it's people.. They can't find me and I don't want to chance going in there, they find me they could kill me or they could take my knifes or maybe they would be like the others and keep me and I don't want that!