Imma tell you about a very random dream I just had (its in my pov btw)
We were just leaving from my grandparent's(moms side) and my father's funeral. My grandparents had died a day before my dad. Both of them from someone killing them. We wanted their funeral on the same day, even though they aren't family anymore(my mom and dad are divorsed).
Sense the car ride was very silent and I suddenly said "lets just put on some music" and grabbed the "A Fever You Can't Sweat Out" album.
It was on the song "Build God, Then We'll Talk" when a truck cashed into our car on the lyrics "there was a terrible...crash" (yes that did happen in the dream...I hate myself)
It was a few hours later in the hospital when a detective came in (who looked A LOt like Daniel Howell just saying)
He sat beside me on my bed and said "I'm sorry to say this but, they are dead" he just gave it to me without hesitation. Then I said "I don't have anyone to take care of me now....w-what do I do?"
He looked at me and said "I-I don't know.." And walked off.
Later that day he came back into my room. He sat down on the chair in there and said "I'm sorry to say this but you have to go up for adoption"
And in that time I was shocked. All of my family is dead and now I'm going up for adoption.. g r e a t.
A year later I'm moving all over the country. Foster home, to foster home, never staying in one place for one week. No one kept me because of how suicidel I have gotten over the past two years. Cuts all over my arms and legs, blood on most of my clothes. I am such a mess.
I end up in an adoption center near LA for a few weeks.
One day one of the people there called me down to see a couple that wants to meet me. So I said yes.
When I walked into the room I saw the one and and only, Brendon Urie. He was their with Sarah and they were looking for a kid to adopt.
I freaked out so much. BRENDoN UriE is fUcKINg inTrEsSed iN aDopTinG mE. So I said, being the trash can I am,"ohmygod you're Brendon Urie i love your musicButIprobably haven't seen anythingnewbecuaseyeah"
He just smiled and we talked for awhile and then I had to leave.
And then I woke up because my mind hates me. Somebody kill me
