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Savannahs POV

I tried so hard to take my mind off of all the hate, Emilio, drama, everything that has been affecting me this past week. I just can't seem to find a solution.

Nobody was going to be at the house today because they all had things to do or just wanted to get out leaving me here alone. Usually being home alone I'd prank people, but life just was not having it today.

I drooped around the house not knowing what to do or how far my mind would wander. I opened the backyard door and walked outside. It felt like forever since I'd felt the outside air.

I sat on the wall that surrounded the bushes and lied my head in my hands. All the drama, past, and future filled my head dragging bad thoughts with them. I was always a positive person and receiving a good reputation.

I had only been on YouTube to spread my positivity and smiles with the world in hopes of helping others stay happy. The hate was really bringing me back into a state i never wanted to return too.

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[2nd Grade]

"No! I can't just let her go Amanda!" I sniffled as Amanda hugged my side. "Its okay Savvy, she needs to go back to her mommy and daddy." She cried softly. I sniffed looking down at the baby lizard in my hands, she looked at me with a goofy face and ran in a circle looking towards the garden. Amanda rubbed my back "Let her go." She turned away crying softly. I sniffed and placed the lizard in the garden watching her run back into the hole she originally came from.

I rubbed my eyes with the back of my hand and hugged Amanda. "He'll be alright, right?" She nodded.

[5th grade]

"Amanda what are you ordering?" She looked deeply into the menu. "Um.. whatever you're having ill have." She placed it down looking at me with a smile on her face. I smiled "okay."

The waiter walked towards us "What can i get you beautiful ladies?" She smiled at us, notepad in hand. I tapped my chin, "Macaroni!" I smiled clapping my hands. The waiter wrote the words down and turned towards Amanda. "And you?" She smiled with her eyes, "Macaroni!" The waiter laughed and winked at us before leaving to the kitchen.

Amanda and i highfived.

[8th grade]

"Oh my god Savannah, you aren't going to die!" I shook violently as the doctor cleaned my arm. "But I'm scared of needles!" A tear fell down my cheek. "Its okay Savannah, just get the shot and then we can get some food." Amanda replied typing away at her phone. I breathed in heavily, breathing out slowly. "Okay." I smiled as Amanda held my hand. The doctor stuck the needle in my arm as i made a weird constipated face while Amanda laughed and took a photo of my face.

"And you're done!" The doctor wiped my arm gently allowing me to be done. I thanked her.

[Grade 10 (sophomore) ]

I walked in the halls tightly gripping my textbooks trying to keep up with Amanda and her crew. They were considered 'famous'. People threw paperballs at me as i caught up to Amanda.

"Oh Savannah honey can you please get me my books from my locker?" I nodded slowly and started walking back to my original spot i came from. I started walking "Oh and Savannah?" I turned around looking at Sam, their gay best friend. "Yes?" I tried to say as sweet as i could. "Mine too." He turned around and walked with Amanda. I always had to get their stuff.

[Grade 12 (senior) ]

I was going to surprise Jacob for his birthday. We had been dating for almost 2 years. I had new headphones, cologne, and a card asking him on a date. I smile happily as i searched for him through the school halls. I turned the corner to see Amanda sitting on his lap making out with him while Sam and Alexis laughed at me. I felt tears brim my eyes. I had to stay strong. I threw the shoes on the ground followed by the cologne smashing the bottle.