Emilios POV
I placed my phone down after Amanda texted me. She wanted me to tell Savannah what she said. I told her i would, but now I'm sweating it. Should i actually tell Savannah? I mean, i know the pain Savannah had to go through because of Amanda, but maybe this was a good thing. Savannah really needs to be able to create new memories to stay away from the old ones right?
I stood up from my seat and made my way upstairs. I knocked on Savannahs bedroom door. "Hold on!" I heard some rummaging behind the door when Savannah finally opened it. She looked at me and stood there awkwardly. "Oh hey Emi! Can i help you?" She smiled at me.
"Uh.. yeah actually i wanted to talk to you about a couple things and a message from someone." She smiled listening as i spoke each word, "oh okay." She opened the door wider allowing me to access her room. I walked in and seen that some things in it changed. I took in her new arrangements while she shut the door.
"Um hello?" She waved her hand in front of my face. I left my gaze showing her i was listening. "What did you want to talk about?" She questioned as she sat on her bed patting next to her.
I sat down, "Well i first want to start off with us. What is us?" She sighed, "See i knew you were going to come to me and talk about us." She motioned over her and my body when she said 'us.' I nodded. "I honestly don't know what us is anymore Emi. I don't know what we are. I haven't even talked to you much after the incident. If you want me to be honest with you as well... a day later after i caught you cheating. I was upset and Jake came to me, we kinda kissed twice and yesterday we kissed. You and I also kissed a day later after the incident so i don't know what to title anything or anyone at the moment." She breathed in after responding.
I felt really hurt when she told me she kissed Jake, but it was my fault. We sat in silence for a minute before Savannah continued. "I really did feel bad because i still considered us dating and i kept reminding myself that technically you cheated first and i just so happened to walk in on it."
"I felt bad for kissing Jake, but i remembered i caught you making out with someone who broke me. I loved you Emilio, i loved you and you threw it away just like that! Which had me thinking, why say you love when you don't mean it? Thats what i want to know. When we were dating you said you would always be there and that i was yours." Her eyes started to water as she stood up.
She turned around to face me, "I was having a bad day, so i left the house. My phone was broken out of anger. I come back to the house to say sorry for probably worrying you and i see you.." She fanned her eyes trying not to cry. "Making out with Amanda." She breathed in. "Could you really not handle yourself Emilio?" I felt really bad at this point.
I was about to speak, but Savannah spoke first. "I mainly want to know.. why?" She sat down again. I sighed, "Savannah i do love you. You make me feel so special, when we kiss its like no one else matters, your smile always highlights my day, your laugh is something I'd spend hours listening too, i would always want to spill all my feelings out towards you." She smiled slightly, but frowned "If you cared that much why'd you throw it away as if it meant nothing to you?" She looked at me tears welling in her eyes.
I choked back sobs, "You were obviously not in a good mood i wish i had made you feel better, but i just had to leave the house. When i came back you weren't there, i bought you chocolates and a teddy bear to give to you, but you just weren't to be found. I asked Anthony where you went and he just said he didn't know. I put the gifts away in my room and sat on the couch waiting for you to come home. The door opened so i jumped up thinking it was you. I was wrong. It was Amanda." She listened to me.
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The door opened and i rose off of the couch to greet Savannah. It wasn't Savannah, it was Amanda. She walked in and closed the door not noticing me giving her death glares. She looked at me and walked over towards me.
"Oh look what we have here." She snickered taking steps closer to me, heels clicking on the wooden floor. "You can leave, Team10 doesn't want anything to do with you." She laughed and placed her hand on my chest.
I slowly removed her hand in disgust.
"Oh Emi, why would you choose her over me?" She purred in my ear. I pushed her face away, "Because she is way better than you, and Savannah actually has a heart unlike you." I started to push her back to the front door. She walked around me and sat down on the couch. "Get out Amanda." She looked at her nails smirking.
"Mm.. you know you want me Emi. Not her." She looked at me, her green eyes burning my soul. I shook my head in disgust, "No. I don't. We dated for 3 weeks Amanda, i dont want you back after you cheated on me." She laughed slightly, "You were never there for me." I looked towards her in shock. "I always was, you ignored me for your dumb friends." She laughed at my comment and stood up walking towards me.
"Make out with me or I'll hurt Savannah." She started to push me against the couch. Connecting outr lips, i tried pulling back but she pushed my head down. I lied there limp, i couldn't kiss back even if i wanted too. I love Savannah and no one else.
The front door opened as Savannah dropped her food in shock. Guilt hit me and i didn't even dig into Amandas act. Amanda snickered as Savannah ran up the stairs crying. I stood up calling her back. Amanda laughed as i started yelling at her. "GET OUT!" She smiled and walked out, flipping her hair as she did.
I ran up the stairs back to Savannah. I went to explain to her, she didn't want anything to do with me so i lied. I told her i kissed back when really i wanted to cry for ever hurting her. Savannah broke up with me the day after which i completely understood. I tried to stay happy, but inside i was slowly curling in a ball crying as i watched the love of my life walk away all because of me.
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I cried spilling every word out to Savannah. She rubbed my back taking in each word. "So it really was Amanda after all?" I wiped my eyes and nodded. Savannah snickered in disgust. "Wait you also had a message for me too?" I shivered remembering the texts Amanda sent to me. Savannah smiled, "Well what are they and who are they from?"
"Amanda. She texted me saying sorry to me and you, she said she misses being your friend and regrets ever hurting you, and that she wanted my help to help her become your friend again. I told her i would tell you, but wouldn't help and she had to do so herself." Savannah sighed as she took in my sentences.
"Thats right, she has to become friends with me herself. She isn't going to go through ny friends to convince me. She has to do it herself." Savannahs hand remained on my back as she spoke with confidence. I smiled.
"And Emilio?" She sighed slightly. I looked at her with all ears. "I want to see what happens before figuring out what us is." I smiled, "Okay." I got up to leave her room, "Emilio?" I looked back at her. "Thank you." She smiled up at me. "You're welcome." I closed ber door and walked downstairs.
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