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Savannah's POV

Since I broke up with Emilio he has looked happier. I feel bad about it, but I don't know what to do. Everyone in the house knows that we broke up, so things have been a little awkward.

I am currently sitting in my room on the floor in front of my camera doing a DIY for my channel. "Okay guys, that's going to have to be the end of the video! If you did enjoy don't forget to leave a like! Comment down below ideas for video suggestions and content YOU want to see next, subscribe to get my notifications for when I upload, to double check you get my notifications hit that bell and comment Done, when you are done for a shoutout in my next video! Thank you all so much for watching and goodbye!" I blew a kiss to the camera and brought my laptop over to my bed. Plugging in my USB cord I transferred the video from my camera onto my laptop so I could edit it.

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I slowly opened my eyes and yawned, stretching my arms out. I was covered up in my blanket and I looked over my bed where my laptop once was sitting had now disappeared. Before I had a mini panic attack I rose out of bed and went to the dresser I was sharing with Tessa. I saw my laptop neatly placed next to our make-up with a stick-note attached. I looked at the note.

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Hey Savvy!

I came in to check up on you cuz I hadn't seen you all day. You were sleeping with your laptop opened to the editing screen. I felt bad so I finished editing for you and covered you up. Plz don't be mad

<3 jakey

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I smiled at the note. I let it be attached to my laptop and quickly got dressed. I was going to get a new phone today because mine is unfortunately still broken. I took my broken phone out of the pink case it was in and lit up the screen. The screen was a picture of Emilio kissing my cheek and me smiling. I rubbed my fingers over the picture delicately smiling at the memory. I unlocked my phone to reveal a picture of me lying on Emilio's chest and kissing his chin while he kissed the top of my head. I could sit for hours and hours going through my gallery taking in the sweet memories we made together, but I needed to move on. Afterall, he cheated on me first right? I winced at the thought of the word cheat. I hated that word so much.


One because one boyfriend I had for 3 years, told me everyday he loved me, but yet I caught him a month later having sex with another girl. That girl being my EX best-friend. Two because when Emilio cheated it was with another girl. My EX best-friend. I was always good to her, always loyal, always. Stupid.

I'm always the dumb innocent one. The girl who takes everything to heart. The girl who believes everything. The girl who trusts everyone. The bait, the whore. The girl who always gets hurt. The girl who makes friends then lets them break her.

Yeah! That's me.

Always letting people take advantage of me. My trust. My loyalty. My heart.

The one who gets hurt so easily.

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I was supposed to be gone, but instead I was crying for an hour straight. Locked myself in my room and straight up sobbing, now was the time I took everything in, looked at all the pictures, remembered all the memories. Memories. All the faces, the words, the texts, the lies. Everything was all coming back to me now.

Emilio said he loved me. Jacob said he loved me. Guess who ruined it. Amanda. She ruined everything that I loved the most. Our friendship, Jacob, Emilio. I don't understand what I did wrong, what wrong turn I took. I don't understand.

The bedroom door started shaking as someone pounded on it. I tried my best to make it sound like I wasn't just recreating Niagra Falls 2 seconds ago. "What.. do you want?" My voice cracked. "Savannah!? Are you crying!?" Oh no. Just what I needed. Emilio.

I stood up, wiped my tears off of my cheeks and reapplied my mascara. Emilio kept pounding the door, "Savannah open, please!" He yelled popping the 'ease' in please. I walked over to the door, and opened it with a smile on my face. Emilio looked at me, relaxing slightly but rushing the room. He sat down on my bed impatiently as I closed the door. I turned around as Emilio got up quickly and kissed me. My back hit the door hard as I was taken by surprise. Emilio placed his hand gently on my cheeks as he engulfed my lips.

His lips were warm, slightly chapped yet soft. I smiled into the kiss and leant in with him. I felt the butterflies from the first time I talked to him. We let go and Emilio hugged me, I melted into his arms. He really is what I needed at the time. "I'm so sorry I hurt you Savannah, I'm sorry I made you cry, I'm sorry I made you break up with me, I'm sorry I cheated on you, I'm sorry I lied." I felt a tear fall down my cheek, I knew he meant it. He kissed the top of my head repeatedly.

We finally let go, "Savannah, I love you and I mean it." I looked up into his eyes, I felt his love. I saw his love. "I love you too Emilio." He smiled a cheeky, but cute smile and hugged me again. I really hope he doesn't hurt me again. I honestly don't know if I should go back together with him though. We stayed in a hug swaying back and forth for what seemed like forever, I really loved it and was sad when he let go. "Are we good now?" Emilio rubbed his arm awkwardly as I giggled, "Of course Emi." He hugged me once more, "Thank you Savannah." I smiled, "You're absolutely welcome." Emilio left the room. I went and sat down on my bed to take in what just happened.

Does this mean we're dating again?

Surely not. I really want to remain single for a little bit and see what happens and not rush into another relationship right away. I liked back on my bed and put my head on my pillow and texted Cheyenne everything that just happened.

Lets just say, I never got my new phone.


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