7/18/17

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Ever had a dream that had your greatest desires in it, something you want so bad but could never have? I had one of them last night. From what I can remember I was at a party that all my friends were at (and quite a few people I don't know) and I saw a girl that caught my eye, she was short (about my height so 5'3") she had freckles and blue short hair. She was pale and had a strong jawline. Her dark brown eyes sparkled in the light and she was wearing some punk/rock style clothing. I started to talk to her and throughout the night we got close, and we kissed. That was my first kiss, well not really because it was fake. Life went on with her as my girlfriend and I loved it. And then I woke up, I feel slightly depressed now.

I've been questioning my sexuality for 2 years now and I'm going into 8th grade. I still don't understand and my family is Christian so I feel that they won't accept me being anything but straight. Help me. Please. I felt something amazing for a guy, but I tend to notice girls a lot too. I told my friend about how I feel when I see a cute girl and she said that's not how she is. Honestly after how that dream made me feel, I think I'm bisexual. Anyone have help for me?

P.S. Her name was Brittany

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