I'm worried. My friend, no my best friend that's so close she might as well be a sister. She's kinda like a daughter in my eyes sometimes. I'm worried about her, I love her so much and I couldn't bear to watch her leave. Recently on Wattpad she has taken a dark turn on her stories and I'm worried sick. I want to get home as fast as possible and hug her. It hurts reading those chapters because I envision her actually cutting herself, actually crying, and actually commuting suicide. You know who you are and no matter what I will Always Love You.
Stop being so selfish. You may not think so but people love you. You say you're always hiding in my shadow but your fucking wrong, you just chose to not see it. Think of how many people at school insult me. How horrible the things they say to me are. I have scars on my wrists too. If you keep doing this I might actually cut too. Don't leave me, don't leave US. Your friends, your family, don't leave because if you do I might leave with you. Through the past years that you've known me you've kept me alive. I'd be standing there with the pills that could kill me and then a thought pops up "don't leave her, it's selfish. She's done so much for you"
To be honest. I want to see you grow up and flourish into an even more beautiful and intelligent woman. I want to see you find your soulmate and I want to be at that wedding. I want you to have a kid so it can call me auntie. You have so much to live for.
Don't do it
YOU ARE READING
Rant time
Non-FictionMe ranting about my first world problems. If you want drama just come here and read this crap.
