"Alec?"
I knew that was my sister. Out of everyone she was the one more upset with my cutting. I used to always do this and I recently became a emotional drinker so I have a few bottles under my bed.
She slowly walked over to me and noticed what I did.
"Alec? Why would you do this?!"
She sat in front of me and used her stele to fix the wounds leaving every word and line a scar.
"Alec? Was it Magnus?"
I slowly nodded but once I heard that name again I burst into tears. It hurts to much. I remembered that Isabelle said she'd do revenge on Magnus if he ever hurts me so I quickly stopped her from thinking of anything.
"Izzy." I said my voice slightly breaking. "Don't do anything to him, please. It wasn't his fault. I um---- it was all me." I said through my tears.
Izzy saw my pain and sat next to me holding me in her arms.
"Did you break up with him?"
I shook my head no at her quickly.
"Did you do something to break up with you? Alec what did you do?"
I looked her in the eye and opened my mouth but immediately closed it. After a while I finally talked to her.
"Can ---- I want to b-be alone please. O-okay?"
She could see in my eyes that I wanted to truly be alone so without saying another word she stood up and left my room. I quickly followed and locked my bedroom door letting no one else in.
Doing what I know best I grabbed a bottle and sat on my bed drinking more than half of it.
'It's over Alexander'
I dropped my bottle on the bed and held my head while voices kept coming.
' Goodbye Alexander '
Stop it. Please. Stop. I said in my head holding it tighter.
' oh but were they really lies? '
"Stop! Stop. Stop. Stop." I said laying down on my bed in a ball. Reapting the same word until I fell asleep.
'please stop'
