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Chapter Four: Deep Thoughts (Cherry's POV)

     I woke up with extreme pain... in a... ow. Wait this isn't the plane... ow. Not the hospital... ow. Heck, its not even real! Im in a forest with marshmallows for trees and Teddy bears for people. Is this what I would imagine if I was dead? Gods sake! My mind always was my enemy.

     Oh wait... Im not dead am I? Am I just in a coma..? A deep sleep..? Did someone inject drugs on me and on real life I'm totally going berserk? Well this is bad. Somehow, I didn't get to say goodbye to my brother and my grandma... Sadly. Tbh, I have issues about my emotions. Somehow my brain makes a conversation with me discussing my emotions then irl I was already crying and going insane... this better not be one of them. I didn't get to see Lillian too... wait-

     The scenes became dark and gloomy... Oh God, it happening... I forced myself to wake up and cover my ears for protection. I may be nice on the outside but Im really broke and somehow like a psychopath on the inside, but I don't kill people... the results are me getting all crazy. I kept hitting myself... telling myself to wake up. I kept thinking of dark thoughts, which will make it even worse but I don't care... I need to save Lillian!! "WAKE. UP. WAKE. UP." Its the only thing that I kept saying. Hitting myself doesnt work because all I felt was more pain... physical and emotional. Until I felt a sudden urge of waking... I was happy... nope, I still feel pain. SHERIDAN JOY WAKE THE HELL U-

     I woke up! Thank God! But then I'm still not in a hospital... I've always hated the hospital but now... I felt like its a place that keeps me safe... not until someone takes off your oxygen mask and suffocates you. But anyways where's... LILLIAN. She was lying on the floor... her body was bleeding... I tried to stand up but all I can sense was pain. I tried though... I stood up, with alot of pain and stress. I ran towards Lillian... I shaked her to wake her up... listened to her heartbeat to see if she's still there... Okay... her heartbeat is fine, but it stopped... then it came back again. She's slowly dying. I slapped her hard to give her consciousness, I can feel the tears pouring down but I tried to hide it. Because Lillian wanted to see me happy, like the day I met her online. I cursed alot until finally with a big slap... Lillian woke up. She gave me a death stare... then pulled me for a hug. I didn't accept it though... she's bleeding to much. I told her to wait... I stood up and grabbed some bandages that were hidden in the room. Then I realized... we're still in the hospital.

     "Purple guy is not real. Purple guy is not real." I whispered to myself. While I was wrapping the bandages around Lily... my vision started blurring. NO. NOT THIS. Its an emotional breakdown... it happens when I feel mixed emotions... then my emotions sort of does a debate and then I get a headache and my vision would blur. I slapped myself... then I noticed Lily saw it... I give her an "I'm okay, everythings fine" look and she nodded. I helped her get outta here until... we met a guy... and he was holding a scalpel.

(Hecc, this is too much... first of all, I know you're worried about me about this part... because some of it is true. But don't worry! Everythings fine! Im completely okay! Also yes... My name is Sheridan Joy... Im not telling you my surname cause it sounds too personal... But anyways Peace Out <3 ~Cherry)