Promise <约定>

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I stared at my own reflection on the mirror.

I can't believe that I don't have a tummy anymore!

It's a happy thing to know about that but you and I actually know I lost plenty of weight because of the stomach cancer.

I'm slowly gaining weight now but I don't eat much like how I used to be.

I ran my fingers across the scar on my stomach. It was cut from one end to another, it was that long.

10 inches maybe?

The operation sure did have some consequences isn't it? But at least I recover now when i thought I'm going to die because of the cancer.

I actually just have my shower and I can't help but look at myself at the mirror after I wore my garments.

I used to be quite chubby and now I look thin.

I then look at my own wrist; scars are visible on it too.

Life is tough, and at that moment i really did think that taking my own life would be a lot better than living in a hell.

But every cut i made, Luhan came across my mind.

His sad eyes, his tears.

That was when i thought i can see him again but you know i didn't after that.

I endure the hell that I was in until Yi Xing came. Because he's the only hope I have at that time.

And I'm glad that I'm still alive now, after going through so many ups and downs in life.

Going through hell and heaven.

Understand what love means and what heartbreak can actually do to a person.

"Rong..."

I was spacing out while thinking about everything as I snapped out from my thought when my bathroom door got clicked open and there was a silence when he looks at me from head to toe.

I looked down at myself and then realize that I haven't worn my shirt, "Get out, Lu." I hissed and next, he immediately slammed the door shut without a word.

"S-Sorry!"

I heard him sputtering outside and I rolled my eyes as I heard the door of my bedroom got slammed shut now, "Rude." I muttered.

Doesn't he know how to knock the door? Why is he so stupid all the time?

I pulled my long sleeve shirt over my head and wear my sweatpants before I dry my hair.

I combed it nicely before I tied it into a bun and went out from my bedroom, found the TV still switching on but Luhan is not there watching it.

Where did he go now? Ugh.

He's staying in my house now after I got discharged from the hospital like, few days ago.

It's obvious; he's my boyfriend again now.

But I swear to god that if he did one more stupid thing, I'm never going to forgive him anymore.

I went to the kitchen to get something to eat, just feel like biting something though I'm not hungry.

I was half way eating the packet of chips in my hand when Luhan came back to the living room, hair looking dump as he sat at the edge of the sofa which is far away from me.