Promise <约定>

19

I wanna go beyond

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Luhan's pov

I was waiting in front of her door,

Carrying a puppy in my arms.

I smile when I caresses its fur. He's sleeping now as he snuggled closer to me.

She would love it when she sees it.

I stared at the door for awhile when I recalled some things.

I haven't been here for two weeks already. After she told me not to.

After she ends everything with me when we didn't even start.

I sighed.

Can I blame her? No.

Because it wasn't her fault at all. She must be as pain as me too.

It is sad to know that we can't be together when we like each other so much. It is sad when I already had her first kiss and wanting to be her last but she wouldn't let me.

Why? Just, why is this happening to us?

To be honest, I don't care if she have three months left. I don't care if it's going to hurt so bad when she's leaving. I just want us to be happy whenever we could.

But things is never going to be the way I want it.

I checked my wrist watch when I had been waiting for 5 minutes and heard a click from Yi Xing's door.

"Morning." I greeted when he came to me and look at the puppy in my hand with wide eyes, "Seriously? You really get her a puppy?"

He looked back and forth from the puppy to me.

I nodded lightly, "Yeah. It had been a week since I bought him." He held out a hand to touch the puppy's head, caressing its fur, "What do you name this puppy?"

"I didn't." I want her to name him, not me. Is for her anyway.

"She would like it I guess." He smiles as he pulled his hand away from the puppy.

He stood beside me and we went silent.

We are always waiting together here for her before that.

"By the way," he broke the silence, "She's kinda weird yesterday."

He muttered, causing me to look at him, "What happened?" He faced me while having his forehead creased a little, "She doesn't look like she's happy when we were in the car? I don't really know."

Yeah, Yi Xing gave her a ride home yesterday after we celebrated her birthday since it was midnight already.

"And she..." He trailed off when he obviously have something else to tell, "What?" I urged, feeling uneasy when I see him hesitating, "Okay, even if you are mad but please don't punch me. I'm jealous with you sometimes too."

Huh?

I look at him, dumbfounded.

"She kissed my cheeks yesterday. I don't know why." He blushed when he tells that.

"……………" there was a dead silence.

I don't know what to feel anymore.

Angry? Sad? Jealous?

"Luhan, are you mad?" He asked when I'm just frowning while looking at him, "I know we both like her and she like you, but that doesn't mean she might not have feelings for me now? Maybe starting to have a little?" He said while shrugging.