Promise <约定>

39

If I could be your love

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I couldn't stop smiling when I look at myself on the mirror.

The wedding dress;

The veil.

I can't believe that I'm getting married now!

My heart was throbbing with excitement as I'm nervous at the same time.

I was alone in the make up room, not until I heard someone clicking the door open as I darted my gaze to it, revealing my mom.

She's looking great too; always.

"You look so beautiful." I can see her eyes filled with tears as she caresses my hair a little and I can't help but hugged her, "Mom, thank you so much." I said.

I knew I always gave her a hard time.

I never been a good daughter, always argue with them over things or not listening to them.

"You are finally getting married." She muttered and I saw her crying when I pull away, "Are you happy?" I nodded when she asked, "Yes." I smile and wiped her tears for her.

I notice her looking at my wrist as it's not cover up this time because I wanted to wear a short sleeve one instead of long sleeve.

I insisted because I find no reason to hide my scars anymore.

"I'm sorry that we actually give you a hard time." She took my hand and caressed my wrist, "No, mom. Don't say that." A lump formed in my throat now when memories rushed back to me.

Those were the past; what's more important is the present, right?

I talked to my Dad too after my mom left and the room start to get noisy when all the girls came in.

Girls huh? You must be wondering when did I have many friends but yeah.

"It looks weird." Xiao Xin commented when she look at me from head to toe and I looked back at her in confused.

"I know right?" Xiao Qian actually agreed and I pouted.

Remember Xiao Qian? She's Mark's girlfriend.

Oops, I mean used to be. Now she's his wife!

They got married two months before I did!

"Can't you change this?" Jenny said as she was pointing at my neck and I looked down, "What's wrong with that?"

Ah-ha, I invited her of course.

"It doesn't match with your dress." I clapped a hand over my necklace, "No." I shake my head, "Why? You seem to wear it all the time." She said and I puffed out my lips, "Is a gift from Luhan when they celebrate my birthday for me years ago." I explained and her mouth instantly formed an O shape.

"But it look a bit too dull for your dress," Kim Yoona said.

Yes, it is that Kim Yoona that you have in your mind right now. The one who like Yi Xing also when we are in the university.

"Can you wear this? Only for today?" I don't know where did she get a necklace as she showed it to me, "Only for today???" I muttered in confused and she nodded her head, "Only today."

"Why??" There's nothing special with that necklace either.

I mean it looks beautiful as it's a star pendant but it doesn't have a meaning to me, unlike the one I'm wearing now.

"Just, wear it." Mei Hui said as she hissed, "He wants you to wear it today." He??

"Who?" I refused to take off my necklace as I kept asking who but she's not telling me.