My world is falling, crumbling apart, life is meaningless and that's just the start
My hearts so sore, I can feel it breaking & I swear to god it leaves me shaking
Late at night till early in the morning, lying in bed eyes wide open. Didn't sleep last night, like all the others, instead I just lie crying in the covers
Quick, wipe away all the tears before they come near. must hide this depression & the feelings of fear
For all they know I'm happy & always smiling, but deep inside my soul is dying
I can feel it rotting, it wants to scream, but I won't let it... not for the time being
I can never tell them how I feel cause the happiness I wear to them is real
For them to hear that I wish I was dead... it would kill them, they'd be filled with dread
So I'll try my best not to be selfish, I'll keep my secret hidden & just let them rest
but god I can't take it much longer... I'll probably be dead before they even wonder.
I felt like no one could understand. And if they did what could they do? Nothing. I was like this because that's how I though and how I felt. No one else.
I didn't give a shit what the other people said or did to me. Cause at lest I know what's real. The world isn't what our parents make it out to be.
It isn't full of people who wouldn't hurt a fly or people that always help one another and are always kind. The complete opposite actually.
The world is full of people who cry, people who other don't understand. People who hoard something as useless as money. People who will do anything to be in control. People who wouldn't think twice about killing someone else.
The world is full of people waiting to believe our death sentence.
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Heartless poems book 1
PoetryThese are poems that I wrote and am still writing. Most of these have to deal with depression, suicide, or just wanting an escape. Check out my second poem book "heartless poems book 2", I know. Such and original title. THESE ARE MY HANDWRITTEN POEM...
