My pain runs so deep I feel like it is inside of me
running through my veins
Carving me up as it goes
I don't want to feel like this
But does anybody care?
I doubt it
I'm a liability
That's all
Nobody cares
They've just had enough of me
So I curl up inside my house
And have people say
Come out you're boring
Come see the world
But I don't want to!
I'm scared.
Of what? I don't know
Everything!
I look at the pills
And contemplate doing it
But I'm too scared
So I just curl up and cry wishing I had the bravery to die.
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Heartless poems book 1
PoetryThese are poems that I wrote and am still writing. Most of these have to deal with depression, suicide, or just wanting an escape. Check out my second poem book "heartless poems book 2", I know. Such and original title. THESE ARE MY HANDWRITTEN POEM...