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I kissed him
In his car
In front of Rochelle's house
And I wasn't drunk
¿The thing can fuck up even more?
I didn't said anything to him, I just opened the door, got out of it and walked towards Rochelle's porch
- ¡Savannah! - He yelled behind me
I ignored him and kept walking
- ¡Savannah wait! – He ran and stopped me - ¿You aren't going to say anything?
- ¿What do I have to say?
- If I kiss good, if I kiss bad, that I'm hot ¡I don't know!
- I'm sorry Ethan I'm not that kinda girl – I passed beside him
- ¿Then what kinda girl are you?
I stopped in front of the door
- ¿The kinda girl that never falls in love again because an idiot hurt them? ¿The kinda girl that doesn't love again? ¡Tell me for a fucking time Savannah!
I turned around to look at him, I swallow the lump in my throat
- Because sincerely I'm getting tired of – He raised his hands – I'm getting tired of whatever this is – He walked backwards towards his car, got in and drove away
I opened the door of Rochelle's house, she always leaves it open
- ¿Mom? – She came downstairs still in pajama – Hi – She smiled at me when she saw me
- I fucked up everything Rochelle – I sat in one of the couches
- ¿With the cheerleaders? – She sat beside me
- With Ethan
- ¿With Ethan? Wait ¿He brought you?
I nodded – He kissed me and I didn't do anything to stopped him ¡I closed my eyes!
- ¿And what's wrong with that? - She answer careless
- ¡EVERYTHING! – I stood up and put my hands in my hips
She looked at me without understanding anything
- You don't understand
- Then explain it to me
- I... don't want go through the same thing again - I was walking from side to side – I don't want to put my hopes in someone and that it betrays me, I don't want to feel the same emptiness that I felt, I just don't want to fall in love again
