How to be a bitch (English translation of Como ser una perra) By Srta.Tess

Chapter 17

                                                                      ~Scoreboard to my favor~

- ¿Do I have something on my face?

Nina and Rochelle were looking at me for the past twenty minutes

- She doesn't have anything – Nina said

I smiled at her

- That's the problem – Rochelle murmur confused – yesterday you were totally...

- ¿Destroyed?

- I was going to say depressed, but I think destroyed is more accurate

- What happened yesterday was just a stumbling, I won't fall again, and less for a boy – I lifted my head and there he was standing in front of me

- Savannah – he said my name like if just saying it give him peace

- Ethan – I looked at him for a moment and the turned my face

- I... I just want to apologize....

- You don't have to – I interrupted him and stood up from the table – It's okay, we all make mistakes

- ¡Exactly! I made a mistake and I'm really sorry

I took my books from the table – Of course – I smiled at him – but we are over

- Yes I just... wait ¿What?

- We are over Ethan, you didn't believe me, you had to hear from the other side what I had already told you for you to believe it and I don't like being called whore – I looked at Nina and Rochelle who were looking the scene surprised – See you girls in class

They both nodded incapable of talking

I passed beside Ethan trough the tables

- Savannah wait, I was wrong, I didn't want to call you that way, I didn't think things through

- Well, I did think them through, yesterday while you didn't answer my phone calls and my texts, I though them through and it wasn't right, any of this was right

- ¿What are you talking about?

- This – I pointed at us – it wasn't right to going out with you, I knew that something was going to go wrong and it did

- Savannah...

- I'm done Ethan... With all of this – I looked at him straight to his eyes, I knew it hurt him, just like it hurt me, it hurt like a fucking hell

I turned around in my heels and walked away, leaving him behind. I went to the bathroom; when I got into it I check it was empty and got close to the sink I left my things in the floor in lean on the sink ¿How the hell to know what to do about love? One wrong step and everything goes to shit – I looked at my reflection in mirror – but this is for my own good, I won't fall again

Liz and her blonde twin got into the bathroom – Well look who we have here

I smiled at her through the reflection – Blonde one and blonde two ¿Or should I say Slut one and Slut two?

They both rolled their eyes at the same time

I laughed at the gesture, I turned around to face them

- I saw Ethan in the hallway he looked very bad ¿Did he realize the kind of person you are?

- Well if he already met you, there's not too much that can surprise him

- Poor Savannah, so strong and broken at the same time ¿How do you do it?

- My secrets – I smiled

- ¿Still sad? You know you have my shoulder to cry, sweetie

An authentic laugh came out of my mouth – You still don't get it ¿Do you? – I gave one step closer to her – you're my personal joke, something like a clown telling me bad jokes – I got even closer and whispered – don't you ever forget that beside me you are insignificant, a little and insignificant point in space

I gave one step back to see her face

Anger

Frustration

Resentment

Her face was a combination of many emotions, a big smiled it sketched in my face – Bye girls – I took my things. Not without winking Liz before closing the door behind me

Savannah 100, Sluts 0

The scoreboard was still on my favor

- Savannah – someone took me by my elbow

I turned and Brad was looking ashamed

- Brad - I let go of his grip

- I just wanted to say that... I'm sorry for the misunderstanding of the picture, I had no idea that Liz was going to do that

- You know, it's a little hard for me to believe you

- I know and I understand but...

- You didn't want me to be with Ethan

He stayed quiet

- Well, I have news for you, you made it, congratulation Brad you successfully ruined my life again

- I'm sorry about all of this, I'm sorry for the way I behave

- It's a pity that you have already done it, and you can't do anything to undo it

I walked into the classroom and sat in my usual chair, a few moments later Nina and Rochelle got in and sat beside me

- ¿What happened in the diner room? – Rochelle asked beside me

- ¿What do you mean?

- You and Ethan...

- We are over

- I know, I mean, we were there but... ¿Why?

- I walked away from him – I looked at them – I'm just going to say that was in self-defense

Nina was about to ask me something, but in that moment the teacher walked in

- I'm fine, I just need some time

- ¿For what?

- To convince myself that it is for my own good...

Because it was ¿Right?

I was walking down the hallway, the day was almost over, I have met with Ethan a couple of times, we didn't say anything we just looked at each other and then we looked away. I had thought that all of this was going to be easy, I was so wrong