qt ; sevin/tdcc

twelve

sam;

"i'll be right back," i mumbled to kevin,  and he nodded. i got out my phone and sent alex a text,

sammyhalliday: meet me at the gates

alexqwerty: sure

i sighed, and i walked fastly to the school gates. i arrived at the gates, and i was a living mess, my hands were shaking, i was biting my nails, and i dug my short but sharp nails into my palm, and i exhaled heavily with relief (kinda proud of that sentence lol). i saw him rush towards me, and alex smiled at me nervously. "what did you want?" he said politely, as if he forgot what he said earlier. i felt my eyes water and i blinked to stop the tears. "i wanted to discuss us." i said as harshly as i could, but it came out as a weak mutter. alex bit his lip, as if hesitating. "i meant what i said, i still love you." he said sweetly, his breath smelling of smoke. "dont tell me you're smoking, al." i looked at him with worry, he only smoked when he was feeling bad. "i've been smoking alot lately," he muttered, and he clenched his fist. he also had the habit of digging his nails into his palm, and i picked up the habit from him. i grabbed his hand, and he gasped quietly. i opened his clenched hand, and drew invisible circles around his palm with my thumb. there were nail marks on his palm, and i rubbed them aswell with my thumb. he was enjoying it somehow, he was looking at me with loving eyes and i felt myself blush.

the gates were connected to a huge wall, and we were next to one. he suddenly pushed me against the wall, smiling at me. his hand was caressing my cheek, and our faces were millimeters away from each others. he kissed me roughly, holding my chin while trying to fight for dominance. i gasped when he bit my bottom lip, and i didnt even know that i missed him that much until he kissed my earlobe. i moaned, throwing my arms around his neck. he smirked, biting down onto my earlobe. "a-alex, what if we get caught by dodie or kevin?? or even benji??" i said anxiously, and he nodded. he held my hand, pulling me along with him to the janitors closet. it smelled like washing up liquid and citrus, and we both laughed. i didnt realise i was staring at him until he smirked, and i snapped out of my trance.  his smirk grew wider as he placed his hands on my hips, planting kisses on my neck. i moaned, and he smiled. "its been a year since i heard that sound, and fuck i missed it so much." alex whispered into my ear, and i suddenly relaxed. all the worries in my mind, that my friends were going to kill me, that kevin was going to hate me for this, that dodie will despise me, were clouded. alex bit my neck, clearly wanting to leave a mark. i groaned, "mm, alex dont do that, kevin'll know." i mumbled hoarsely, and alex rolled his eyes. "both of you arent dating, so its not his business." he bit his lip, and i shoved him against the wall. i was getting reckless, and alexs eyes lit up. i held my breath for a second, and placed my lips on his.

"lets go back to our cocoon." he whispered softly.

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yuck sam x alex boooooooo