Forgotten Outcast (Hiccstrid)

Forgiveness

Andrea's P.O.V

Life....is something like why are we here, one of the life's greatest mysteries. Anyways my perspective is way different than any other why does everyone has to be so weak. Hiccup must die even though Astrid is so in love with that Fishbone but he needs to! He needs to!

In my room reading my book couldn't help but laugh a little from time to time. To be honest I'm a little crazy at certain times think do it as mental health problems like anyone would care. People may see me on the brightest side because I'm a girl actually the popular girl, everyone has secrets that they hide from.

But from the inside I'm a mentally kind aid person, I don't know, I count on the medication I take that keeps me calm and relax. Like I got no choice to do so That's why I'm like this, nothing personal well actually it is 😂

"Why do I even keep my medication if I don't need them"I whisper to myself"but then again I take time in certain occasions such as convincing Hiccup to kill himself like hurry up! Ha! I sure didn't take my meds that time, I really need the esteem going, why would I yell at him to do that nonsense of a suicide".

I look upon my watch

"3 hours until I take my meds, if I don't take em, Then crazy Andrea will come around shortly"I laugh.

"Breathe breathe breathe"I chanted, holding my fidget spinner.

Fidget spinner helps my calming, once in a while, it became so useful now.

I spot Haddock walking alone, this could cheer up my mood.

"He blames you for this"I whisper to Astrid and walk away victoriously.

I walk inside the school and finally rooms deep breath and relax. Squeeze my scarf and held it by my chest.

"Too close, I can't believe what happened. I actually did that. I couldn't control myself"I muttered.

"Remember dear"Mom told me like a thousand times.

"Yes Mother, I'll remember"I sigh, about to head out.

"I'm worried, you've been acting up in certain times-"She hug me and let go.

"And I'm controlling those attempts, Mother, I'm okay. I just need to focus on my mind and hopefully get it okay"I smiled.

She smiles"okay, and have fun with your friends!"

"I will"I walk out of the house and went to the sideways beside the drive way.

Like I have friends, those girls I hang out are just purposes for my popularity. Nobody knows what I got.

Walking in the forest, this was different for me, I think it's helping. But every 8 hours I have to take em. And I got 10 minutes to do so.

"Hey Witch!"

Hiccup's P.O.V

"Hey! Put them back!"I flinch and was shock to see fear on Andrea's face.

Should I feel happy about that? I feel guilt for some reason and don't feel right about this situation we stared.