Forgotten Outcast (Hiccstrid)

Confession

Astrid's P.O.V

Dragging Hiccup was forceful but he did like coffee, and studying. So here we are and this is perfect too, no one in the shop.

"So you really like coffee?"I ask.

"Hey I do play video games in my spare time too, plus caffeine is what I need in certain occasions like this"He explains, sipping.

"So you good with chemistry then?"having my frappucino.

"Yeah, that's why I'm in academic higher than you"He point to me.

"Sass Boy"I said, smirking.

"I never try".

We both found a picnic table that we can study on, it was a nice day out that it's very windy and sunny out.

"Nice day out to study eh?"I ask, taking a pic of the sky.

"Yeah it is, I like it"He said, pulling out his school work.

"Like the view?"I ask, wait did I flirt with him?

"Yeah the sky is so nice and clear plus the wind I love the wind"He said, wait did he mention about me?.

"I like taking pictures of the skies, it's peaceful I guess"He said, glancing up.

"Are you like a photographer or something?"I ask, smiling.

He blush"uhhh I like taking pictures".

I roll my eyes"good answer".

30 minutes later, both of us finished our homework and it was great, we both have some great time. I'll keep it that way.

We both start walking out from the coffee shop and start walking home until Hiccup flinches.

"What's wrong?"I ask.

"I gotta go bye!"He said it quickly and left me alone.

"Astrid! What's up!"Ruffnut shows up and Oh my gosh Ruff! You scared away my friend!!!.

Hiccup's P.O.V

That was close, I'm not ready to be with anybody yet unless I want that. Astrid has been changing me I don't like but my mind tells me it's way better than my old life with this self harming, suicidal thoughts etc.

I got home it was quiet so it means Dad's still at work, and Toothless must be of wait he's coming down.

"Hey bud"I greet, petting him.

He licks my hand and barks"I miss you too bud".

I went up to my room, drop my backpack and went tommy drawer I know I haven't been thinking of this razor that I kept for a while so this is significant for me.

50 cuts on my left arm, that's how much pain I can carried for now. Luckily it's not infected, if Astrid's find out I don't know what I'll do then.

Astrid's P.O.V

Since when did chemistry became so hard and I don't really understand this percentage composition? Oh well Hiccup said it's very simple and easy as long as I got a scientific calculator on me and I'm good which is somewhere in my room, I'm not well organize.