(a/n another trigger warning so if you are triggered by any self harm etc. I advise you to skip this chapter even though this is one major part in the story...but I don't want to in any way make you guys feel uncomfortable:( <3)
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El's POV
The pain stung with a feeling of immense passion of pleasure still lingering that had left me craving more.
one cut for Mike
one cut for Lucas
one cut for dustin
one cut for will
two cuts to those mouthbreathers
and three cuts to that douche bag Steve for breaking Nancys heart
That feeling came back that had never failed to satisfy me so far but, this time with a little more of a pleasing appeal rather than pain.
I cleaned the cuts from the shower with the warm water that always seemed to heal me to the touch.
we should have more conversations
oh but darling we will
Mike's POV
el is taking a while on the shower...eh k won't worry she seems to be taking care of herself just fine now a days probably just taking her time. I am going to surprise her with eggos.
(a/n I am sorry I don't make a lot of mikes POV but right now all the focus is going to be on el...but only as of now(;)
El's POV
I stepped out of the shower, dried off and got into my pajamas. I was about to walk out when I realized I am wearing a tank top
Not going to cover up my cuts...just going to have to make a run for it
I quickly gather up all my things and just put the towels loosely hanging around my wrists to make it look like I just effortlessly picked them up
3...2...1 here goes nothing
I quickly ran to my room Whitley thanks the gods that mike was downstairs in the kitchen.
I rummaged through my drawers until I found a long sleeved pajama top and threw it on
a little for fitting but it will do
I couldn't help but notice the scent of fresh eggos, even though I knew they weren't so fresh considering they are processed...
Mike's POV
"EL!" I yelled
"YEAH?" she shouted back
"I MADE EGGOS FOR YOU COME DOWN!" I reply
"OKAY, I WILL BE THERE IN A SEC!" she hollered once more only to come downstairs about 10 seconds after
"Hey el" I said getting this odd feeling of fluttering in my stomach that I seem to eat every time I see her
"hi" she mumbled quietly stuffing her mouth with eggos
"Are you alright?" no answer "you seem to be acted different"
"I don't know just a little tired lately I guess" adding a shrug "I am going to head up to bed, okay?"
"o-okay, night el" I said shyly
what a fool you made of yourself mike
"Night Mike" she replied with that
infamous smirk
El's POV
After that little conversation with mike I headed upstairs not going I lie I was tired but I wouldn't have gone to bed i was just nervous i guess, I thought he would find out some how so I just headed upstairs. I decided to go on my phone and and send my streaks bc I always keepin' it 💯
I checked a few peoples stories here and there then decided lights out and I went to bed.
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Hey Strangers!
I know I promised a chapter tonight even though it is the next morning considering it is around 12:30-1:00am..
I truly feel so bad but I hoped you enjoyed and fingers crossed I will have a new chapter up for tomorrow night;)
Also sorry this chapter is short but more drama to come on the future;;)
Have a nice night I love you all
And remember
Stay Strange💕
~xoxo Allie📻
