Silent Music

Chapter 36

Sorry this is kind of short but one of the 3 dogs i've been pet sitting got an UTI and she is so needy oh my lord I feel so bad but like, it's not my fault you can't give a dog a bladder infection and they said she gets them a lot but I still feel bad.  Aish... 

Namjoon's POV

"Yoongi you have to come out and eat something." I yelled into the door.

After a minute of silence I sighed and turned to look at Hoseok. I was exhausted, but I couldn't stop worrying about Yoongi. He was like my brother and he was killing himself over a breakup.. It seemed so over dramatic to me, but I also understood... I would feel the same if Jin left me.

"Go away." Yoongi finally said but I could barely even tell it was Yoongi.

His voice was hoarse and weak yet it still managed to sound so angry.

"Yoongi I'm glad you have this apartment... I'm glad you are finding a way to pay rent, even if you won't tell me how you are doing it since you haven't left your apartment in 2 weeks. But I miss seeing you, you're my best friend. You were always there for me and I'm here for you, let me help you. I know you haven't gotten over him, and that's okay. But don't shut everyone else out." I begged but all that was heard was another door in the apartment shutting.

I sighed rubbing my eyes. He was going to overwork himself and I knew it.

"I don't get it." Hoseok said as we were leaving.

"Get what?" I asked as I opened the car door.

"Jimin was crying when he broke up with him... Why would he break up with Yoongi if he didn't want to?" Hoseok said and I sighed.

"I don't know... Companies have a history of not allowing relationships buts I didn't think that counted for background dancers as well... Maybe he didn't think they would be able to handle it with the change and busy schedule?" I suggested but it didn't sound right, it didn't like Jimin.

"No, Yoongi and Jimin are both the hardest working individuals I know... If anyone could make anything work in a relationship it would be them..." Hoseok said and I knew he was right.

Jin's POV

"Wait, he still isn't back?" I asked as Jimin's roommate Hyungwon entered the room.

"No, he is still at the practice room he said." Hyungwon explained and I stood up.

"Take me there." I demanded.

"What?" He asked shocked.

"He is working too much, something is wrong. Take me there." I explained with a stern voice.

Hyungwon nodded before grabbing his keys and leading me out of the building. After a short and stiff drive we were at the building they practiced in. We were allowed in since Hyungwon was with me and I went straight into the room with a sigh.

Jimin was pale, almost as pale as Yoongi and he was horrible looking. His red hair faded and was replaced by a brown that would normally compliment his brown eyes but they seemed lifeless as he stared at his reflection in the almost fogged over mirror. His breathing was heavy and his lips were pale and chapped. It was as if everything in him died and he was just a corpse.

"Jimin..." I whispered gaining his attention.

He turned to face me quickly but stumbled to the side landing on the ground.

"Jin?" He asked weakly.

"Jimin what are you doing to yourself...?" I asked quietly as I kneeled next to him noticing Hyungwon had already left the room.