Suicide

Chapter 2

Dear Naruto,

I'll admit when I first laid eyes on you I was instantly hooked, blue eyes that replicated pools of water, graced with tan skin plus the most attractive whisker like marks on your cheeks, along with bright blonde hair. 

Every time I'd see you my heart would beat 100 times faster than it should.I started hanging out with Ino a lot more to see you, denying her advances to go out to clubs and insisted on staying home with you, trying to get closer.
Until that one day all of my constant staying over paid off and you finally asked me out.

~Flashback~

I was staying over at Ino's helping her get ready for her date with Sai. He was a really nice guy, a little on the quiet side though, but Ino usually talked for two. I picked out a red dress and flats, making her look beautiful, and not like she belonged in a club dancing on a pole. I did simple makeup, and curled her waist length hair.

Once her hair and makeup was finished, I waltzed into the living room and jumped onto the couch, waiting for Naruto to get back from his classes. "Sakura! I'm leaving! Eat whatever you want, and don't forget to leave the doors locked!" Yelled Ino, who sounded like my mother.

I casually flipped through channels groaning at the basic cable she had. Suddenly the front door sprang open reveling the blonde I was waiting for. "Hey Sakura!" "Hey Naruto, how was your class?" "Terrible, but my day got better when I saw your pretty face." Hearing that statement caused my face to flush a deep scarlet. Damn you Naruto, making my heart swoon.

After a few seconds his face erupted in color too, almost as if he just registered what he said. "So, uh, room for one more" I nodded quickly scooting over to allow him to sit. We had watched basic tv for what seemed like hours until I felt something grab my hand, gently interlacing our fingers.

I timidly looked down to see Naruto was holding my hand, I turned my head to question his action until he placed his lips on mine softly, before I could speak. "Sakura, I like you, please be my girlfriend." He spoke quietly, it seemed as if he was afraid of asking. I nodded my head yes before pulling him in for another kiss.

"Wow, get a room you two!" Ino yelled smirking, while her boyfriend sai smiled lightly at us. Both our faces looked like they could rival tomatos. Slowly, Ino crept towards me whispering into my ear "congratulations, he's been asking me non-stop about asking you out for days."

~End of flashback~

Sadly not all relationships work out. After going out for about a month you dumped me to get together with Hinata Hyuga, who you were cheating on me with towards the end of our relationship.
I found out you were cheating because when I walked into your bedroom I saw you and her "getting it on."

I've never wanted to throw up so much in my life. After I saw that "lovely" scene I ran back home and decide to pick up a razor and start cutting.

I don't know how long I locked myself in my room, crying, screaming, cutting. My dad would come and pound on the door yelling a mixture of swears, thinking that would shut me up. I was smart enough to lock the door so he couldn't come in and attack me.

~ with a small sigh, I closed my journal and laid down on my bed closing my eyes, hoping sleep would come soon.~