Suicide

Chapter 1

~Guess I should start with the person who started it all for me. That person was Ino Yanamaka.~

Dear Ino,

I guess I should thank you Ino, you were my first friend, I wouldn't have any if I hadn't met you. Since, you had always pushed me out of my comfort zone and introduced me to my first love.
I remember our freshman year of high school when I was staying the night at your house. I was asleep and you ran out the window to go get wasted at a college guys frat party. I know this because you brought him back to your house and proceeded to bang, not remembering I was there.

I never pressed a pillow so hard against my ears in my whole life. You were always a party girl, wearing short skirts to school, attending party's every Friday night. Always attempting to drag me with you, even though I declined every time.

I saw what a cheap pack of booze did to someone, I didn't want to turn into my dead beat father. That was back before I became like this, back when my real self was barely hanging on. I'm not blaming you for never noticing, I did a pretty good job hiding my true emotions.
Ironically, the one time I did decide to hang out with you, I met Naruto. He was your cousin, we hit it off well enough any two strangers could.

~Flashback~

"Ino, instead of letting random guys grind on me at some disgusting bar I'd rather stay with Naruto." I stated, not noticing the blush that rose to his cheeks.
"C'mon Sakura! It'll be so much fun!" Ino pleaded swaying back and forth in her skin tight black dress, and red high heels.

"Watching Rick and Morty in my pj's instead of having an old perv touch my butt seems a lot more fun to me." I replied, Naruto chuckling at my answer. "You go have fun Ino, I'll keep Sakura company until, or if you come back home." He said, a smirk growing on his handsome features.
Hearing that remark Ino flashed her middle finger not so discretely at him before storming out, heels clacking the whole way out.

I didn't know I fell asleep until, I could feel the warm ray of sun hit my face. "What time is it?" I thought to myself, noticing I wasn't in my bed, Ino's to be exact, "Naruto must have carried me up here after our marathon" I thought, a blush dusting my cheeks. Looking around I noticed Ino had returned from her "outing" looking unharmed, so I forced myself to get out of bed and head to the living room.

I noticed Naruto was on the couch wearing  only batman boxers, I blushed. "Hey fox boy, shouldn't you put some pants on when there's a lady present?" "I wouldn't exactly call you a lady when I was greeted by the sight of you drooling and snoring last night." He stated chuckling "Shut up" I remarked flopping down onto the couch beside him.

"You did look pretty cute though while you were asleep." "What was that Naruto?" "U-uh nothing!" Shaking my head at his weird behavior I turned my attention towards the tv, drifting back to sleep, my head resting on his chest. Naruto flinched at first at the sudden contact but began to relax, drifting off to sleep himself.
~End of flashback~

-After finishing the first note I turned the page and decide to write about my first love.    Naruto Uzamaki. -