Suicide

Chapter 3

-Darkness, that's all I saw while staring into my room. I rolled over onto my side glancing at the clock, 1:30am it said. I decided to continue my little "project" since I couldn't sleep. Guess I should write about the person Naruto cheated on me with, Hinata hyuga, I thought while I grabbed my journal and flipped on the lights.-

Dear Hinata,

If you want me to be completely honest, I was always jealous of you. You had two loving parents, and everything your heart desired, even my boyfriend at the time. You were one of my best friends too, which made it hurt even worse when I found the two of you together.

Everyday Naruto would come home late, since Ino insisted on me staying over all the time, he always smelled like perfume. I kept quiet, afraid if it was true. I was so in love with him I ignored the early signs of cheating, but I must ask, why Hinata?

Now I can't bring myself to hate you but, I'll never forgive either one of you. I still remember the day I found you two together, Naruto and I were going to go out with sai and Ino that night. I remember puking my guts out in front of an abandoned alley.

~Flashback~

I heard the faint sound of my phone ringing in the back of my pants pocket, I pulled out my phone and saw it was Ino calling. "Ino?" "Sakura! I'm glad you picked up, would you and Naruto come on a double date with me and sai? I tried to call Naruto but it went straight to voicemail." She said excitement present in her voice. "Sure, that sounds like a great idea, I'll meet everyone at your house in a couple of hours." "Great! Bye Sakura!"

Without even waiting for my reply she ended the call. "I guess I should try to contact Naruto before I get ready." I quickly dialed his number, "Hey Sakura, do you need something?" "Ino and Sai want us to attend a double date with them tonight, would you want to go?" "Whatever makes you happy Sakura, I'm going to get some rest, goodbye." "Bye Naruto" and with that the call was ended.

Letting out a small sigh I headed to my bathroom, turning on the shower, feeling the warm water hit my skin, losing myself in my thoughts. "Naruto seems pretty distant these few weeks, and he's been smelling like perfume every time I hug him." Shaking my head of those horrible thoughts I step out of the shower and continue to get ready. After applying makeup and throwing on casual clothes I head to ino's. Until I hear my phone.

"Sakura! Me and sai are already at the restaurant, if you don't mind please tell your boyfriend to hurry up ok? See you guys soon!" And again she hung up before I replied. I quickly made it to ino's opening the door. "Naruto? Are you ready?" I asked lightly knocking on the door.

"Harder Naruto!" My blood ran cold once I heard that sentence, pushing the door open I was greeted with the sight of Naruto banging my best friend Hinata. "S-Sakura I-its not what it looks like!" He stated quietly "I never want to see you again Naruto! I hate you both! How could you do this!" I screamed running out.

I had to stop in front of an abandoned alley and puke, trying to rid the horrid images from my brain, before making it back home. Once I made it home I screamed until my lungs gave out, hurling objects, until my eyes landed on a rusty box cutter. I then started slitting my wrists hopping to ease the pain before passing out.

~End of flashback~

I hope your happy Hinata, you finally got everything I've ever wanted you know?

-After writing the final sentence, I take a breath slowly exhaling, millions thoughts and images running through my head.-