Lover Of My Mutated Heart

Chapter 12 ( Help Me Please ) Hope P. O. V.

April came and hugged Donnie and laughed like it was the most amazing thing on Earth. I started growling under my breathe. She started to pull Donnie away but I clinged to his shell as I pulled him back. Donnie turned to face and he blushed like crazy, "April I can't move or leave yet. You guys have to get out." I smiled a victious smirk as April glared at me past Donnie's shoulders. "Why do you have to stay in here, with her?" April growled aloud. "Ralphael, can I have my shirt back? I think Donatello would much prefer it if he was with April instead of being here, waiting for me." I said calmly as I looked at evryone, except the boy who resembled the man. He threw the.shirt at me and I caught it. Carefully staying behind Donnie I slipped my shirt on and left the room. I ran out of the lair and into the sewers. Donnatello came running after me. "You like April, alot, don't you?" He blushed a lot and answered, " Yeah, she is really nice and cute and funny an..." I stopped him right there and told without any emotion, "Go to her and make her happy." She nodded and jogged off back to the lair. I could no longer hold in the tears in. I sobbed very loudly letting the pain flush out of my eyes. Slowly o stopped and I began to sing one of my favorite songs, Jar of Hearts. I immediatly went to the chorus.

"And who do you are, running around leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts and tearing life apart

You're gonna catch a cold, from the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me, who do you think you are

Donnie, Who do you think you are?"

I walked back to the lair and all eyes were on me, even Master Splinter's. I looked behind me, nothing there. I knew my eyes were bloodshot from all of the crying. Mikey came up to me and put his hand on my shoulder and sid, "Dudette are you ok? We heard you singing, you sounded sad." I panicked and asked them, "Did you hear the lyrics?" All of them shook their heads no except Donnie and Splinter. Tears threatened to leave my eyes, but I forced them go away. I looked at Mikey and said, "Any one who can sing their sorrows away from their life, can bring happiness back into it." He looked confused, but Splinter understood and left to his room. I looked at evryone and back at Mikey, "In other words, I'm doing awesome!" I smiled when Mikey's frown turned upside down. "Okay, dudette!" Mikey shouted before he ran to the t.v. I looked at Donnie and gestured to April. After that I walked into the dojo and sat under the giant tree. I  started ti meditate and I melted away from the world. No one knew this, but I am telepathic and I have a strong connection with the Earth. I connected to Sensei's mind state and asked him, "Master Splinter, this is Hope, can I ask you a question about something?" "Yes, my child?" "Did you hear my song?" "Yes, I did." "Oh, ok, thank you." I lefy his dream state and the dojo. I have to leave before I fall in love with him.