To My Better Half

Guilt Rising

As Frisk and Chara walked threw the snow foot steps behind them were heard. Frisk was freezing and held on close to charas arm as they walked. Soon they reached the barucade. Sand then appeared behind the two. "Hmm...so there's two now?" Sans said instead of his usual greeting. Frisk turned trying to seem confident. "Hello." Frisk simply said. Chara turned as well. A smile on her face. A calm greeting one instead of a harsh one. "Greetings, I... As you might know, am Chara." Sans shuddered. "This?! This is why you put them through hell again?" Sans said anger with a hint of fear filling him. Frisk was at a lost for words, like usual. Chara stood and stared at sans right threw him. She knew things about the man few did. Chara even grew to hate him. Frisk then began to speak." Every one deserves to be saved... Chara was, is the reason they even got out alive." Sans shrugged. Then as he saw his brother slowly get closer he says. "You know the drill get behind the lamp. I might as well protect ya." Then Chara and frisk his behind the lamp. The commentary was the same as usual but still entertained. Then as papyrus left frisk took Charas hand as they left to Snowden. As they did then suddenly Chara was unable to move. "Sans! Out her down!" Frisk said looking at Chara worried. "Kid... How do I know I can trust her?!" Sans said angered. At this point... Neither knew what to say to make sans let go. Frisk then blurted "Because I love her!" Chara blushes as sans dropped her a teleported off. Frisk ran tword Chara and offered a hand. "th-thanks frisk " Chara could feel her face burning. frisk gigled. "oh and...I love you too. " Frisk smiled as she grabbed charas hand.  The two then headed to snowden. As they did hand in hand Chara couldn't help but notice sans was watching from corner to corner. Frisk didn't notice so she kept quiet on the matter. The two decided after a long day of shopping and meeting monsters the two went into the inn. "Hello! Would ya like a room for the night?" Frisk smiled and nods before getting money from her bag. "Hmm, young love I see!" Chara blushed. "You too can stay for free." Happy with the gesture both headed up the stairs. They sat on the bed as they took off their shoes. Frisk was the first to lay down.  Chara smiles as she leaned in on frisk and planted her lips on hers. Frisk was taken by surprise but melted into the kiss. Then Chara pulled away as she heard a knock at the door and groans. "Uhh!!" She said as she sat up. "I'll get!" it frisk said still a bit out of breath. Then frisk poped from bed and opened the door to see sans. "Sans?" Frisk said quietly. Then sans looked at frisk distraught. "Heh... Sorry bout' this kiddo.." Frisk opened her eyes wide. "Wha.." Then in a flash of light sans appeared in the room. "Uhg! What do you want?" Chara shrieked. Sans grabbed charas arm before teleporting off. Frisk turned around before falling to her knees.

~Frisks pov~

I sat. The room was silent, all noise gone except the thoughts. I sat up before the adrenaline kicked in. "Oh god.." I jumped to my feet as I ran out the door and down the stairs leaving the woman at the front desk speechless. I shot out of the front door and fell to my knees. I cried out in pain as my knees hit the ground. That didn't matter though. "Where? Where could she be?!" I said in a whisper. Than I shot up once again as peoples stairs were drawn to me. I then ran past them all as I began my search. "Chara... I won't let you down. Not again!"

~charas pov~

I woke up in a cold dark room to Frisks voice. "Chara... I won't let you down. Not again!" I shot up. "Frisk?!" I said as I realised what happened. The sans hit the lights. "Your up.." Anger filled me as I stood. "You!" I said in an angry tone. He laughed it off. "Heh...heh, frisk isn't going to forgive me is she?" I froze, he wasn't planning to give me mercy. "Welp, that's the price I guess. But first, questions." I couldn't help but laugh. "Oh? Does the comedian want to justify the murder?" Sans froze. "Go sans! Just do it. Commit the crime, after all..." I stopped as his pupils dissapeared. "Frisk will love to know why you did it." Sans then shrugged. "Question one. Who are you? Im guessing toriel thinks of you as a child like she tends to do." I giggle. "She didn't tell you?" Sans looks confused, perfect! Mom didn't tell him. "Tell me this sans, did you know toriel had a biological child?" Sans nodded. "Yes. She had two." I felt a shot of guilt. Mom said I was her birth child?! "Well sans would you let  me tell you a story?" He shrugged again looking more nervous than before. "Once a queen,  king, and a... prince lived above all monsters. They were all happy but the people's hope for freedom shrank as things began to look grim a young child fell. This child was found by the prince. The kind family was so nice they raised the girl along side there own sun, even thought of her as one of their own. The underground began to rejoice as word of the child began to spread. Some even believed she was the prophesized angel! But tradigie struck! The young prince and the girl both died! And the citizens lost hope. The prince of the worlds future was gone. The child who was prof of mercy Dead! It was believed to be caused by humans. Soon the king changed his believes on mercy but the queen wouldn't so she left and resided in the forgotten ruins." Sans looked at me still confused. "So... She is the lost queen?!" I nodded. "Tori never told me that?" I snapped. "Don't call her that! " my change in tone surprised sans. "Why... Why did you tell me this? How do you know? Are you the... Why do you care?!"  I smiled. "Oh my~ I never did introduce my self did I! How rude. I am Chara Dreemurr. 1st fallen child adopted by the Royal family." Sans looked shocked. "Hehehe. Well comedian! Time to do it, have fun explaining your self to frisk, oh and mother!" I didn't like playing the royalty card but I needed to ensure frisk will be okay and... Maybe see azzy in a real form! Sans didn't know what to do. "How do I know it's true?" I smiled. "Ask any question. Maybe I know something others won't." He looked into my eyes. "What happened to Asriel." I was once again hit with a burst of anger. "Tsk.. If you must know, they needed to be free... I poised myself and together we went to the surface. But filthy humans murdered us because he." I stopped, I didn't want to seem weak. "Asriel.. Did what was right and spared them cousing him to perish." Sans didn't believe me. It was obvious. "Then why? WHY DID YOU KILL THEM?!" Sans yelled surprising me. I thought he was a one dimension comedian who could fight, not care. "I know you've been wondering." I said not quite knowing what to say. He then sarounded me with bones.
"T e l l  m e " he growled. I didn't want to tell him I was corrupted, he might blame frisk and she didn't deserve that. "Hehehehe" I laughed in my creepyist tone. His eye turned a yellow and blue. "I don't know... I guess power goes to the mind!" I said as I swiftly blocked leaving me with a couple of scrapes. "YOU USED THEM!" he yelled as bones flew at me. "You used frisk..." Sans then said quieter. I froze a bit. Because of it a weaker attack hit me in the leg. "Keep your mind on his attacks!" I thought trying not to let guilt get to me. "If what you said is true" he paused. "You used him!" I fell to my knees. "Admit it! You used them all." I felt a mix of my past mistakes and anger fill me. "Y-you dd-ont know what your talking about." "You did. You used them! And look were in lead there all still here. Suffering this hell! Just because you used frisk to bring you back. Just because you used him... He is gone! Ariel is dead." I began to cry a put my hands out. "Tears?" I said sans then looked confused. "Heh...hehe, you even got me to cry. " then the tears turned black. I stood as my eyes began to fill with these black tears and my crimson eye began to glow a darker shade. Sans stepped back and I smiled. "Well well well. Guess it's my turn! Oh and sans, that aim, it's gotten better." He stepped even further back. He than relaxes a bit. "What are you gonna kill me with?" I giggled as I put my hand out and a knife began to form. I held it tight as it began to glow a bright burning red. He then shot out attacks left and right which I dodged. "What will Frisk say?" Sans growled. I laughed more. "Oh! How the  tables have turned." As I went to stab him I heard a fimaluar voice. "Chara! Chara!" It was frisk, she found me. I smiled again and threw the knife barely missing his head. Then another voice was heared. "Chara? Did he kill you?!" It was... Azzys?! No!! It can't be it's just the flower. Suddenly a bone shot hitting me in the ribs. "Augh" I said as my ribs cracked. I spat blood as I landed on the ground I sat up as I got ready to die. "I love you frisk.." I said before coughing more blood. Before I could die flowey poped from the ground. "Get away from her!" He skreached. Then a shield of pellets surrounded us. "What do you care weed!" I began to bleed more as it pooled around me. "Just leave! I won't hesitate like she did!" He knew that he could die. Why does he care. Is azzy still there? "FRISKK!!!"  He yelled sans then dissapered leaving just us. Frisk ran to the door. "Chara?!" She ran to me as tears filled frisks eyes. The pellets dissapeared and flowey looked at frisk. "I'm leaving bye" frisk stopped him. "Thanks for your help!" He looked at me as I bleed. "Try not to die so soon." He said before dissapearing into the ground. "I'm so sorry I let this happen!" Frisk said as she began to get out bandages. I shrugged before pulling my self up and leaning on the wall. "It's not your fault! Don't blame your self." I said trying to hold back the pain. "I-I just don't know what I'd do if I lost you..." I put my hand on her cheek. "You won't. I promise I won't leave you." She nodded before lifting up my shirt coseing me to blush. She than lightly began to touch my wounds. "Well we need to get you some serious help.." Frisk then procided to bandage the smaller scrapes and marks. "What happened to your leg?" I said as I pointed to her knee. "Oh I fell when I was looking for you." I looked at her worried. "Im going to get grillby! He can heal your wounds." Frisk says as she pops up. "Be carful and don't get any worse." I nodded as frisk left. Then flowey sprouted from infront of me. "Uhg I guess were at san's lab thing." I look around at the odd colors and the large machine with a tarp. "Hey, can I ask you something?" I say. He groans. "Did I use you, him?" Flowey looks at me annoyed. "From sans perspective yeah, but to asriel you were kind. You wanted to save them. I nod. " I know your wondering, I'm not Asriel. His soul is fused with yours so it's mine now." I gave a weak smile. "What?! I know you must hate me." I pet him pretty much just to annoy him. "I don't hate you. You aren't azzy, but you are stuck like I was." He rolled his eyes. "Do you remember? " Flowey looks to the side and says "yeah.." I leak a tear from pain and fear. "I- we were stuck with only you memories. Asriel called out for us. I screamed back. He tried to kill himself so I could be free... We were all there trying to break a loop for how long?" Flowey looked me in the eyes. "Four years." I begin to cry more. "He is stuck still?" Flowey nodes again. "When I was made... I went to mom, I asked for love and a purpose and I can never be him, all I have is memories and emptiness. All I wanted was to be dead, now I can be." I shake my head. " I don't hate you." He laughs. "Yeah you do, all I am is a demon!" I roll my eyes. "Welcome to the club." He let's me pet him. I don't know what he is, is he asriel without feelings? But he did care, deep inside he is just confused. Then the door openes and flowey leaves. Frisk came in with grillby. He looked very confused before frisk signed "I know this is all strange, we are behind sans' house but right now what matters is is you can heal her?" Grillby nodded as he began the prosses on me, I felt  nestaligic about it all. "All done." He signed as he sat up.

~floweys pov~

I sat behind a shop in Snowden. I hated this place but I didn't want to see Chara die. I've decided I'm going through with the same plan as before. Steal the soles, kill them all, leave. Chara by my side or not I must finish what we started. Then sans appeared beside me. "Heh, you again? I thought I told you that if I see you again I'll kill you. " do it." I say cold. "But you should know Chara won't be happy." Sans grunted. "Why do you think she cares about you? Why do you care about her?" Ugh that dumb skeleton. "Hahahaha!" I began to laugh the same laugh I did when I killed them all. It hit him hard. "You might be some scientist but your really thick!  It is obvious." Sans sat in the snow. "Your both murderes?" Wow he really doesn't know. He doesn't remember? "Stop. Calling. Chara. A. Murderer. Your the only murder here. " sans scoffs. "How is that." I giggle phscoticly. "Because trash bag, you tried to kill half of the future of the underground. You were going to do it and not look back! Just because of something that wasn't their fault." Sans began to get anger, perfect! "You want answers only so you will be in control again, but sans... You aren't the one in control here and you never was or will be. " then he leaned back to the wall. "Perhaps you knew her, before?" I was shocked he got that far. "Me? No I've only existed for a short while." He nodds. "Then why?" I begin to get bored of this. "I guess you have to wait and find out partner! Enjoy the ride!" Then I dug down in the soil to dissapear.

_______________________________________wellll that was a long chapter, 2644 words!